antimony

well, in the spirit of christmas, i made an amazon.com wishlist.. ahhh, holiday spirit. most of the stuff on there is crap anyway. i don't even know what i like. i sat there going uhhhh....what music do i listen to? what do i like?

i fail.

anyway. we go to california the day after tomorrow, but before that is christmas. i get to spend it feeling uncomfortable whilst opening the envelopes that girl's parents got me, which probably have gift certificates in them and then i'll feel embarassed because the only reason they bought me anything is because i am in their house. randomly. because they don't know i'm engaged to their daughter.

family togetherness rocks.

fuck.