antimony

want, want, want, need.

jessica and i need to go shopping for furniture soon. everything seems to be moving so quickly.

i need to remind myself to get a job, really. i've been here for two months and i have no income, i live off of my girlfriend, and i owe her over 1000 dollars for paying off my student account so i wouldn't have my credit ruined. i know she says she doesn't care, but honestly even if she doesn't now, this can only cause resentment in the future. i need to be able to support myself soon.

the semester is over in about a month, which is amazing. i'm so tired of her having to do all this bullshit schoolwork. yeah, once it's over she'll need a job too, but that doesn't have take-home work. and it pays. in july we should be moving into the milk bottle. i've never had an apartment that i get to furnish before. i'm actually really excited for all of this.

as soon as i have a job i'll feel like a real live grownup. working and paying rent and having my own little apartment and my own little family consisting of me, jessica, the unnamed ferret, and six fish. things are really moving along quite nicely.