antihero_wraith

This is it.

This is how it's supposed to be.





I think I'll almost miss it.

Camping this weekend.

Let me know if you're into it.






Xiro is coming back Friday morning, blunting first thing.

Ever feel like you just need a friend?

Someone who will be there for you, even when you can't get/give them what they want?



It hurts sometimes, you know. To have people depending on you all the time. To be the one making the calls, finding the entertainment and to be totally alone at the end of the day.

To wake up with the expectations...
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Crossed a line?

Fuck you.




And all your melodramatic bullshit.


Why even come if you're not going to drink... and don't want to be around drunk people.


Bah.

Crossed a line.... get the fuck over yourself.




I didn't even *grope* or *molest* you.

I nudged you.
Maybe poked your shoulder.


Shit, I may have even leaned against you.


Crossed a line....


Did I cock-block you...
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I'm lying again.
Screaming inconsistencies through clenched teeth.

Can't you see I'm a fucking asshole?

Don't you know that I speak only truth? That's really what makes my words so hurtful, you see. It's not the fact that I might insult or disturb. It's that horrible feeling you get, after I'm done speaking at you, that terrible sick feeling in your chest, like your heart...
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Huzzah for Tool.





And hot girls.







Happy birthday. You know who you are.

I'm so fucking sad.
(Read both pathetic and depressed)

Nobody sees it.

I don't smile because I'm happy.
I smile because I hate it so fucking much.




Fuck you all.

I am alone.
All the time.
It is my fault.
I have problems explaining myself.
Issues explaining my actions.
Trouble making clear the things I say.
So I am alone.
I know that most people I would term friends think of me as that strange kid.
Or just want to maintain a relationship with me for the benefit of my connections.
For a while,...
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