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Ever had to do something you didn't want to do for the good of someone else?
. . . even if they thought you were trying to upset them?
. . . . even if it means saying no to someone and something you ordinarily would never turn down?
. . . without trying to explain it?
reichieru:
why the smashing of the head? 
wugglyump:
i hope everything's okay little buddy