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There aren't enough words for what I'm trying to say
All these things that I cannot express just get in the way
I miss not being able to have a normal conversation anymore.
A new year resolution come early would have to go along the lines of:
"I resolve to be quieter, to say less and to judge none. To let myself be seen [sometimes] and not heard. To stop trying so fucking hard to save everyone. To let go."
However, its all bull shit.
All of it.
I guess I'll let you in for a second, since you seem to be reading.
darksmokeblursvision
senselessscreamssurround
painfiltersintobeautyintonothing
chaosswirlssilentlyyetshrieks
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drippingfallingpouringslipping
shutupshutupshutupshutup
gibberingneedsneedsneeds
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tastesofvanillaandcandyanddeath
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lostinsidelostbesidenolights
showmetheway
.
Ow.
Anyway.. go show Sid some love for her amazing new set.
There aren't enough words for what I'm trying to say
All these things that I cannot express just get in the way
I miss not being able to have a normal conversation anymore.
A new year resolution come early would have to go along the lines of:
"I resolve to be quieter, to say less and to judge none. To let myself be seen [sometimes] and not heard. To stop trying so fucking hard to save everyone. To let go."
However, its all bull shit.
All of it.
I guess I'll let you in for a second, since you seem to be reading.
darksmokeblursvision
senselessscreamssurround
painfiltersintobeautyintonothing
chaosswirlssilentlyyetshrieks
greyblackwhitesilvertendrils
drippingfallingpouringslipping
shutupshutupshutupshutup
gibberingneedsneedsneeds
howtohelpthosewhoremainhelpless
fallingflyingdivingsoaring
splatbloodspitsweat
tastesofvanillaandcandyanddeath
almosttherealmosttherelostwithout
lostinsidelostbesidenolights
showmetheway
.
Ow.
Anyway.. go show Sid some love for her amazing new set.
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gia:
Define normal conversation. Is conversation ever normal? Without suspicion or betrayal...?
gia:
And of course I I love Sid. Will you call me?