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Faded pictures of the life that I once loved, with the flash the moments gone,
I gave up all i have for something that never brought me any comfort now,
I've been lost too long
deny it but i am alone here
I've always hated this place,
I never thought it end this way.
deny it but i am alone (another nameless face)
deny it but i am alone here,
I've always hated this place,
I never thought it end this way.
deny it but i am alone (please dont forget my name )
deny it but i am alone
Empty pages warn me and I cant move on the words i never said were wrong
I never needed to feel connected and now i'm only loved by empty glasses,
its gone on too long
I need to find a way to just move on
deny it but I am alone here,
I've always hated this place
I never thought it end this way
deny it but I am alone (another nameless face)
deny it but I am alone here,
I've always hated this
I never thought it end this way
deny it but I am alone (please dont forget my name)
deny it but I am alone
I'm tired of you wishing me the best
all the time
oh oh
Its a long ride home a long ride home (ohhh ohhh oooo)
deny it but I am alone here
I've always hated this place
I never thought it end this way
deny it but I am alone (Another nameless face)
deny it but I am alone here
I've always hated this place
I never thought it end this way
deny it but I am alone (please dont forget my name)
deny it but I am alone
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Can you still see me I wonder?
The shrouded figure leaning *oh so carefully carelessly* against the streetlight post. Unheeding of the pouring rain, sucking down a cigarette in a cupped hand, I wonder if you know how miserable I am here. With water dripping into my eyes [yes IT IS TOO water!] and smoke leaking from my mouth. You know its not a regular cigarette, even from this distance, I know you can smell the memory of my smokes, vanilla and clove, the taste lingers still at the back of your throat, a ghost of my sharp kisses. Midnight hair dripping, sliding over my features, the half starved looks, with sunken cheeks and sharp bones revealed by the glowing cherry hidden in my fist. Oh yes! My eyes are haunted, and it could be that I was jaded long before I met you, but more than likely it was just an act I've now grown into and perfected. We toss playfully cruel phrases back and forth, words laced with more venom than any four letter word has a right to bear. ANd this time I'm not speaking of words like "Fuck" or "shit" or even curse of curses: "cunt". This time the words we hurl are ones like "Love" and "mine" and "care". Four letter words that shred to the soul without remorse or pity..
Can you see me laughing I wonder? Hiding all this pain I've grown to wear like a badge behind a crooked smile. Pretending I can feel what you feel still, though my heart is long since gone and buried?
Faded pictures of the life that I once loved, with the flash the moments gone,
I gave up all i have for something that never brought me any comfort now,
I've been lost too long
deny it but i am alone here
I've always hated this place,
I never thought it end this way.
deny it but i am alone (another nameless face)
deny it but i am alone here,
I've always hated this place,
I never thought it end this way.
deny it but i am alone (please dont forget my name )
deny it but i am alone
Empty pages warn me and I cant move on the words i never said were wrong
I never needed to feel connected and now i'm only loved by empty glasses,
its gone on too long
I need to find a way to just move on
deny it but I am alone here,
I've always hated this place
I never thought it end this way
deny it but I am alone (another nameless face)
deny it but I am alone here,
I've always hated this
I never thought it end this way
deny it but I am alone (please dont forget my name)
deny it but I am alone
I'm tired of you wishing me the best
all the time
oh oh
Its a long ride home a long ride home (ohhh ohhh oooo)
deny it but I am alone here
I've always hated this place
I never thought it end this way
deny it but I am alone (Another nameless face)
deny it but I am alone here
I've always hated this place
I never thought it end this way
deny it but I am alone (please dont forget my name)
deny it but I am alone
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Can you still see me I wonder?
The shrouded figure leaning *oh so carefully carelessly* against the streetlight post. Unheeding of the pouring rain, sucking down a cigarette in a cupped hand, I wonder if you know how miserable I am here. With water dripping into my eyes [yes IT IS TOO water!] and smoke leaking from my mouth. You know its not a regular cigarette, even from this distance, I know you can smell the memory of my smokes, vanilla and clove, the taste lingers still at the back of your throat, a ghost of my sharp kisses. Midnight hair dripping, sliding over my features, the half starved looks, with sunken cheeks and sharp bones revealed by the glowing cherry hidden in my fist. Oh yes! My eyes are haunted, and it could be that I was jaded long before I met you, but more than likely it was just an act I've now grown into and perfected. We toss playfully cruel phrases back and forth, words laced with more venom than any four letter word has a right to bear. ANd this time I'm not speaking of words like "Fuck" or "shit" or even curse of curses: "cunt". This time the words we hurl are ones like "Love" and "mine" and "care". Four letter words that shred to the soul without remorse or pity..
Can you see me laughing I wonder? Hiding all this pain I've grown to wear like a badge behind a crooked smile. Pretending I can feel what you feel still, though my heart is long since gone and buried?