antihero43

mY heart is pounding out of my chest! I feel like im on coke without being on it! I dont know where this energy came from but i know i need to be in bed soon but i just cant make it there. Im doing a tune up on my bike tomorrow. Im going to ride it 15 miles. First bike ride in over a year and a half. Dont worry it will be break between each 7.5 miles. I cant explain this feeling i have. Nothing but Brand New lyrics running through my head, but no where near the depression that comes from their lyrics. One select set keeps running through my head.
"I am not your friends. Im just a man who knows how how to feel. I am not your friend, im not your lover, im not your family!" It relates to how detached i feel. I have a hard time conveying my emotions. Some think im without them. It could explain how cold i am. I just keep everyone at arms length, no one come closer. Everytime i let someone close i get hurt.