antihero43

I have done some shitty things in my past when it came to relationships. Lets face is 95% of all men, straight gay or otherwise have. Its because when some of us are younger and even for some of our entire lives, we are immature and insecure. Some are just plain assholes who want to hurt women. Im not an asshole who just wants to hurt someone, and im not one to get jealous or cheat. I got over my insecurities through a process of much emotional pain that was caused by an ex. I got rejected over the fear of rejection, the fear that i would be the guy i used to be. Which honestly i understand, but you hardly know me, and you obviously dont care enough to find out. I guess i can keep telling myself that i tried, and maybe that will make me feel better later on. Im just too use to rejection when my feelings really are on the line. Only recently though, this isnt a sob story about being rejected my whole life. Just the past few girls i have really cared about. To you ladies, i hope your decisions bring you happiness. Though only one might read this.