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My friend flaked on dinner - not surprised.

The Rockstar meeting was fine - I smiled and joked -they said welcome back and now for the humiliation, I'll just charge them more money.

I know after a breakup you're supposed to go out and find hobbies and interests. Well, I got nothin'. She got all the fun in the split. Pun intended.

I have dinner...
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severus:
It does. Swedes always make their DVD players region free. It's home though. I never get to watch TV as I told you, and I'm not kidding. I'd watch it in my computer but the dvd player there can't play US-DVD's. I'll kidnap the TV when I get back and then I'll tell you what I think. Hope you'll have a good time at the party tomorrow night. As my journal says, I'm really not a party girl at all.
severus:
That sounds amazzzing... ... ... maybe not. You don't have to stay for long do you?
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My brain isn't functioning so well these days. Not since I stopped writing the webcomic. But there's really no need to proceed without an artist - I'd just get too ahead of myself.

I have a meeting with the producers of Rockstar today so they can talk to me like a child and tell me how to play TV. It will be everything I can...
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severus:
Well, you better check with me when it works, oh and never forget I am 9 hours ahead of your time. eeek kiss
incorrigible:
heheh...segment producer...heeeeee
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It's Severus' birthday, and she's important to me.
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severus:
Stupid time difference, I'm bored and alone all day and have to clean up this place cause there will be house guests tomorrow, but I could have talked to ya for a while, and it's in the middle of the night where you are. 9 am your time, 6 pm my time. Ufff. Move to New York wink
severus:
You KNOW I want to. What are your plans for today?
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Now, I'm not naturally a violent person, but I am seriously hoping to get into a fistfight today. Not with any of you people. I'm just pissed and ready to fucking clobber someone - and don't mind taking a couple of hits myself.

I'm sick of being lied to , led on, fed BS, having remarkably minimal control over my career.

I am looking to...
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severus:
Thank you so much T.

Thank you. kiss
severus:
Pshh. blush
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Went for a 10 mile hike in Topanga yesterday. Sad thing is - I couldn't get her out of my mind.

Nope - don't forgive her. I'm still angry. It's still too early to forgive. I thought I could just by force of will. I need the anger to keep my distance from her. With distance comes indifference. Then forgiveness.

I'll try to make something...
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jujubee:
sycophant! tongue
cineman:
Sweet! Sign me up. wink
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I forgive her.

Her actions will not be forgotten, but their impact will continue to diminish while what I've learned from them strengthen me.

I come away with a much better sense of myself - and knowing that I can love more intensely than I ever imagined.

Wishing her happiness is futile - she will bring on herself whatever she will. I do hope she...
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severus:
flake? what does flake mean? not coming?
severus:
Do people really say that? Weird. And yes, very disrespectful.
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I've been pretty sad and completely unproductive the past few days. Hell - all week. I think it's because Elbow played a song that reminds me of her wholly.

Elbow - "Great Expectations"

EDITED to include the lyrics. Normally I hate when people post lyrics, but since the song is there for you, you might as well have them. It's from their latest "Leaders of...
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threestares:
thanks. smile
severus:
I hope you'll see some sunshine soon. kiss
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Cable TV - gone. Home phone - gone.

This lifestyle-changing stuff is easier than I thought it would be.

Video and laserdisc collections officially on the market.

Heard from Danielle yesterday, which was good because I hadn't for days and I worry about her. I never know if she will ever fall off her 29 inch platform shoes and break her neck. biggrin

Elbow was fantastic....
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threestares:
change can be very good. smile
severus:
Are you gonna end up as a munk in Nepal or something? tongue

I'm glad Elbow was so good. I'm waiting for Andy to get here with Chinese food, the train ride went OK. I actually slept like.. 3 hours. Wow.
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Updated my profile a little.

Going to see Elbow tonight at the Avalon (formerly The Palace). I've been writing a lot of the webcomic. Now I really need an artist.

I love writing jokes.

I'm really beginning to enjoy my freedom, because I think it's coming to an end soon. In 4 months, my life is going to change drastically. I don't know how exactly,...
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testykitten:
probably september!
severus:
Live with it.
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Which of the following fake porno titles do you think people will connect with 6 months from now:

"The Constant Hardener" or "Glad-He-Ate-Her"?
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severus:
No sugardaddys.

Sounds to me like you ate healthy and good, do no need to feel fat. Full maybe but..
severus:
Blahh. Being broke makes me feel worthless and ugly and shitty. But that's how it is.

Elbow! How fun, enjoy it. I wish I could go tooo.