anticus

Now, I'm not naturally a violent person, but I am seriously hoping to get into a fistfight today. Not with any of you people. I'm just pissed and ready to fucking clobber someone - and don't mind taking a couple of hits myself.

I'm sick of being lied to , led on, fed BS, having remarkably minimal control over my career.

I am looking to make a change today. Any change. Just give me fucking reason. Starting with my "management." Want out of my life? Here's your chance. Want in? Same deal.

I'm all over the place today. Especially with her. I want to hold her or strangle her or ravage her or just deck her.

Not a good day to be around other people, obviously.

I don't want to be here in this town. I don't really want to be anywhere. I just want some fucking truth and guidance and excitement. I'm overwhelmed with shit to do that will finally come to fruition a fucking year from now. I need more immediate feedback.

How do you get what you need in the most selfish city in the world?

I'm so mad I can't see straight.