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I'm struggling.

Had a long, healthy conversation with Cineman yesterday while I was stuck at the Tampa airport waiting for my flight. I am thankful for this place if only for meeting him.

It's difficult for me to accept what a monster she is. It seems surreal - like it couldn't have really happened.. No one has ever treated me as badly as she did....
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cedar:
saturday's good. lunch?
threestares:
and then there were 11. smile
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4 days after I cut the line completely after finding out for certain about all the cheating and lying.

I don't think I've ever met a worse person in my life - I wish I'd never met her.

Trying not to wonder why she's so sick. Trying not to think about the fantasy I was living in while believing that she actually loved me -...
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severus:
Oh fucking hell, 6 CONFIRMED other guys? This needs to come to and end, and I guess it has now, finally. You can't let her do anything more to you. You need to feel better about yourself and stronger. Forget about the good things for a while. It's easier to get by in the beginning if you just think of the bad things and get angry and think that she can fuck off and that you shouldn't care that much anymore because clearly she isn't worth it. Yes, it's sad it didn't work out, and it's sad she's maybe not doing too well with relationships and being honest but you can't do anything about that. You need to concentrate on yourself. Do things that are fun. It can be little things. Get to know some new good people, or hang out with the old. Do silly happenings. Take walks. Take pictures for me of LA sometime. Get hugs!
severus:
Oh come on, just take snapshots. It couldn't be easier. Just push the button. I want to see your world, you see mine. It's not fair ; )

You'll be fine. For sure. It will just take some time, but you know it, so hang in there, and try and do as much good stuff as possible. Don't think too much.
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Ugh! Dear lord how 2006 has sucked so far!
severus:
Sorry but it got time to shape up itself..
threestares:
too bad.

i hate it when things suck, well except for some things, but that's different isn't it. smile
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OK, 2006 - bring it.
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cineman:
Dude: do you know this band Lovedrug? They're one of my new favorites. For a test drive, so to iTunes and buy a single called "The Narcoleptic" right now (though their first album, I am just discovering, is pretty great, too).

Please.

You can thank me later. wink
cineman:
And also, from the album: a song called "Down Towards The Healing" just about makes me cry like a baby everytime I hear it. Great shit.
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Leaving for Virginia today. Maybe I'll see me some Tryst - but somehow, I doubt it.
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severus:
Hope you're having a good time T.
danielle:
merry late xmas.
xxooxoxo
pop tart
smile
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She is:

selfish
unfaithful
a liar
lazy
disrespectful of my time
an attention whore
uncompassionate
an alcoholic

i know i deserve better. i do. so why does it hurt so much that she's gone?

codependency sux

Edited to say:

For those of you who aren't aware, Cineman, Severus and threestares are AWESOME!
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threestares:
that was a succinct yet vague statement you made!
incorrigible:
damn. sounds like she got you and good. Sacred fools is a fun company. They let me do the craziest shit.
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Tonight is the final taping of the 2nd season of Wild N Out, the MTV series I'm writing/producing. My personal life turmoil has really crushed the fun out of this experience. I should have enjoyed it much more than I did. Stupid me.

Otherwise, I did a new interview this week - with noted journalist Bill Baker. It's below.

World Famous Comics

Edit to say:...
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severus:
Fuck that, I want you to be happy, at least as soon as possible.
song:
I want to read those comics and those interviews had some great humor. whatever
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Another update - another review. Coincidence?

Although this one is for my movie SO, YOU'VE DOWNLOADED A DEMON

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threestares:
i thought so.
threestares:
i know.
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threestares:
thanks, it has been a really hard several months. kiss
severus:
Man I don't dare to send messages your way anymore. blackeyed
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Does it seem like couples only break up at night - when there is that horrible pain as one needs to sleep.

People should only be able to break up in the morning when they have all day to brace themselves.
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threestares:
because the other person took all day to work the courage up to do the deed?
severus:
So, who's broken up from who here?