She is persistant. A while ago, she left a VM on my cell that I deleted without listening to.
Given the subjecct line of her email, I can only assume that she has a professional question. Well, she can get the answer from someone else. Or if there's something she really "needs" to tell me - she can call one of our mutual friends and...
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Given the subjecct line of her email, I can only assume that she has a professional question. Well, she can get the answer from someone else. Or if there's something she really "needs" to tell me - she can call one of our mutual friends and...
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threestares:
tag, your turn
severus:
hey darling. how are you feeling today? i'm just slacking, i'll go downtown later to take some pictures. puss 
So, I got an email from her just now with the subject line: "was wondering"
I felt my chest tighten.
I deleted it without reading it. I reminded myself that her words are meaningless. She will say anything to get what she wants.
I felt my chest tighten.
I deleted it without reading it. I reminded myself that her words are meaningless. She will say anything to get what she wants.
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severus:
Yes.
Ha ha.
Ha ha.
plaidhangover:
Hun, I know its hard. I have been there before and the only thing I can tell you is to take your time and get over her! Its damn hard, but we are always here to support you!
I get tense whenever someone mentions MySpace, since she used this venue for some of her dirty work. I, of course, cancelled my account there and don't go back - even to see pages completely unrelated to her.
I am so far from being over her.
I am also feeling terribly uncreative. Like I've forgotten how to put a story together. I know I just...
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I am so far from being over her.
I am also feeling terribly uncreative. Like I've forgotten how to put a story together. I know I just...
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song:
why are people such destroyers ? - myspace can tend to be rather black and evil.
danielle:
flying bunnies everywhere!!!
don't squeeze me.
main squeeze.
squishy
squeegy
sploog
...
uh huh
thats right.
don't squeeze me.
main squeeze.
squishy
squeegy
sploog
...
uh huh
thats right.
The Rondo Award for Best Horror Comic went for a second straight year to The Black Forest - this time for the sequel, The Black Forest 2: Castle of Shadows - a retelling of classic monster suspense set during World War I. The book, published by Image Comics, was written by Todd Livingston, Robert Tinnell and artist Neil Vokes.
Runner-ups included Bruce Campbell's The Man...
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Runner-ups included Bruce Campbell's The Man...
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cineman:
CONGRATULATIONS, brother! Nice work,you stud you.
And thanks for your comments and your set visit. It was great to see you, if only for a bit.
Cheers!
And thanks for your comments and your set visit. It was great to see you, if only for a bit.
Cheers!
threestares:
yes, there was fun on my trip. the official person part went very well. tee hee. 
i went out and met Pica_pica at a bar. he is one of my all time favorite sg friends. laugh, laugh, drink, drink, drink more. i also met some other members of sg on saturday night.
on friday night i went a little crazy, and it is to that i am referring when i say that "capers" have lost their luster. i used to love to go out and do new and unusual things, but this time not so much. i had fun but i believe i have moved out of that phase of my life now. apparently forbidden fruit does not always taste as sweet as i once thought.
i went out and met Pica_pica at a bar. he is one of my all time favorite sg friends. laugh, laugh, drink, drink, drink more. i also met some other members of sg on saturday night.
on friday night i went a little crazy, and it is to that i am referring when i say that "capers" have lost their luster. i used to love to go out and do new and unusual things, but this time not so much. i had fun but i believe i have moved out of that phase of my life now. apparently forbidden fruit does not always taste as sweet as i once thought.
She called last night. 5 times between 2 and 3AM. 4 to my home and 1 to my cell. Funny -I don't hear my home phone ring, but I do my cell. I thought it was my buddy Jesse, who usually calls when he's plastered and it's hard to have a conversation with him. Glad I didn't answer.
I had what I thought was a...
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threestares:
an excellent edit.
severus:
You're A+++.
I figure everyone has read the anger letter who is going to read it, so I'm updating.
Valentine's Day was hard. It's really starting to sink in that we're not a part of each other's lives anymore. More than anything, I just miss talking to her. She made me laugh more than any woman ever has and I loved her voice.
Every day is a...
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Valentine's Day was hard. It's really starting to sink in that we're not a part of each other's lives anymore. More than anything, I just miss talking to her. She made me laugh more than any woman ever has and I loved her voice.
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severus:
hey i just heard YOUR voice from clickingon that accidentalfilms and watching the trailer.
severus:
yeah. esp when you came into the picture
how's your weekend been so far, you did have quite a few stuff coming up i know. puss!
how's your weekend been so far, you did have quite a few stuff coming up i know. puss!
A letter to her that I will not send.
Heidi,
Im angry because you pursued me relentlessly and told me you wanted me to be your boyfriend.
Im angry because I learned you did that with others while we were still together.
Im angry because you lied when you told me you werent attracted to men I later learned you screwed.
Im angry because I...
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Heidi,
Im angry because you pursued me relentlessly and told me you wanted me to be your boyfriend.
Im angry because I learned you did that with others while we were still together.
Im angry because you lied when you told me you werent attracted to men I later learned you screwed.
Im angry because I...
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cineman:
I'm angry that she fucked over one of my best friends and one of the greatest guys I've known.
On an unrelated note...
wanna be in a scene at the Unurban this Sunday night? It would only be extra work but it might be fun for you to get out of the house for an evening and hang out with me and Blue and Rook. We're on nights on Sunday and I could use you from 6 PM to midnight if you were available. If that doesn't work for you, then we'll find another time - hell, we shoot for 5 weeks so there should be plenty of opportunity.
On an unrelated note...
wanna be in a scene at the Unurban this Sunday night? It would only be extra work but it might be fun for you to get out of the house for an evening and hang out with me and Blue and Rook. We're on nights on Sunday and I could use you from 6 PM to midnight if you were available. If that doesn't work for you, then we'll find another time - hell, we shoot for 5 weeks so there should be plenty of opportunity.
cineman:
Sweet! See you there.
Danielle was just trying to cheer me up - and I thank her for it - but i really am interested in knowing what I can improve on personally. It would give me a direction.
She must be feeling a little better, too - to regain some of her brattiness.
Feeling a little crazy about contacting the ex yesterday and today - came close to...
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She must be feeling a little better, too - to regain some of her brattiness.
Feeling a little crazy about contacting the ex yesterday and today - came close to...
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trilobyte:
Maybe you miss what it could have been...
~Trilo~
~Trilo~
OK - a lot of you know me personally. In this time of healing and recovery - I am trying to reinforce what I value about myself and my strengths. That isn't the hard part because they're kind of tangible - in fact I posted about it a week or so ago.
But it is also important for me to improve those quaities/characteristics that are...
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danielle:
he would be a great guy except for that huge cowbiy hat he always wears
danielle:
he would be a great guy except for his socks don't match 
Some guys just like good girls. Some just like bad girls. However some girls have a combination of both - and it's those girls who most men on this site are attracted to. Myself included.
Danielle and I had a conversation a while ago, where she asked if I thought she was a good girl with bad girl tendencies - or a bad girl with...
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Danielle and I had a conversation a while ago, where she asked if I thought she was a good girl with bad girl tendencies - or a bad girl with...
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threestares:
thanks. do you know any good photographers?
i think we all habour inner "selves." i like the collective unconscious model where we all have archetypes, some of which we let out to play more often than others.
i am absolutely done with bad boys.
thanks. do you know any good photographers?
i think we all habour inner "selves." i like the collective unconscious model where we all have archetypes, some of which we let out to play more often than others.
i am absolutely done with bad boys.
severus:
Bangs rules. I think everyones more or less good/bad, it's just a matter of what they been through, what situation they are in, how they handle stuff, you can change, some can not. You need to focus on yourself and not others and what they are/have or not.
I spent some time with one of my favorite people tonight - Casidee Riley. She is funny, fun, pretty, sexy - has a big personality.
I just didn't feel like myself. Like I had nothing to add. She was drunk so I don't think she noticed. But it sucks that I can't enjoy the company of someone I adore;
I need something to happen. Something...
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I just didn't feel like myself. Like I had nothing to add. She was drunk so I don't think she noticed. But it sucks that I can't enjoy the company of someone I adore;
I need something to happen. Something...
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threestares:
i am sorry you are feeling that way. life can be hard. i don't know what else to say. i don't want to minimize your experience, but somehow this, too, will pass.
faith, trust.
faith, trust.
severus:
nope that's my old friend elias that i've known since forever. we're the same age. i'll show you an andy pic sometime.
I feel I have taken a tremendous step backwards.
She called again yesterday and I spoke to her again - for about an hour. She wondered if there is any hope we would get back together.
I told her that IF she ever got her life together and was capable of being honest and faithful - then I would listen to her. No promises -...
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She called again yesterday and I spoke to her again - for about an hour. She wondered if there is any hope we would get back together.
I told her that IF she ever got her life together and was capable of being honest and faithful - then I would listen to her. No promises -...
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threestares:
oh, my friend it was so bad for so long.
when it was finally over i moved back to calgary and sat alone in the dark for months. i did not think of sex beyond extreme gratitude i would never have it with him again.
and then it passed and sex is pretty much all i have thought about since. maybe it is just my male aspect developing.
when it was finally over i moved back to calgary and sat alone in the dark for months. i did not think of sex beyond extreme gratitude i would never have it with him again.
and then it passed and sex is pretty much all i have thought about since. maybe it is just my male aspect developing.
severus:
a break? tell me more about that.