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There is only one way to start off a Friday night, with a 12 year old single malt.

I'm back! Do to financial concerns and what not, I have spent sometime away, stoked to be back.

They closed my restaurant the other day, so I must go on the job hunt. I am not concerned, I just dislike the process. Since I am back in LA, I don't think i will have a problem finding something, and have to talk to unemployment tomorrow. I saw it happening, but wanted to lay off. Lets hope for the best anyway.

I wonder what it would be like, if I had lost all of my devised to hide, and by hide I mean lie. That is what hiding is really, just another form of a lie. One more way to distort ones true self, that self that is alone in the quite moments, out of the view of the outside world. Though, in truth, this world...
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So I have vanished off of three top friends lists, heart breaking! Ok, not really, I don't normally pay attention to that sort of thing at all, I just sort of noticed and was like, wow. I guess I should spend more time on writing on this site. I've been a bit caught up in life.

I can't wait to get to Manhattan. I feel...
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I am starting to settle in a bit. I do love the fact I am back in LA, it is familiar and comforting. I am finding it hard to be around family though; I just don't understand how I came from these people. I have been so far removed for such a long time, I had forgotten how very different I am. They are so...
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I have not been able to say this in some time; I am proud to be an American.

To be honest, I even was choked up. I can't explain my joy right now, so I will have more tomorrow.

For all of you who voted, thank you.

Please everyone, if you do anything today, VOTE!!! Don't pull the, I have to work, or I'm have school. There is nothing more important today.

Obama

And for Californians
NO on 8
NO on 4
Yes on 2

I can't say express enough how important this is!!!!

I'll be glued to the TV all day.

I am so very tired; Emotionally and Physically. I am going to hibernate for the next few months, I really need to work through some shit. So I'm not really sure how I am going to do that per say, but I know I am going to cut out going out, or having any sort of in depth conversation with anyone until the end of...
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Okay, so total nerd status today. I was voted in as the President of the Biology Club, and a member of the student council. It was totally unexpected, so now I have to spend a great deal more time at school. The Bio. stuff is cool, and I get to plan some trips that will be kick ass for sure, but having to go to...
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