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I'm not exactly sure what it is I am supposed to be doing. It has been a really long time since I have had a break from school, and I feel uncomfortable. I pulled so many all nighters and was so fucking stressed the session, I feel like there is still shit hanging over my head, but there is nothing. Maybe in a few days...
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I am so very close to the end of this incredible shitty semester. I normally enjoy school, and the the entire enterprise of learning. I try to not look at it as some sort of task like many do. However, this semester has been total crap, and I have had little to no enjoyment in the subjects I am being forced to take. Poli. Sci,...
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Finally sometime off! School has been out of control, and this week was exams galore. Made it through though, so I guess all is good. Just a few more weeks and I get a week off before winter session. I know that doesn't sound like a great deal of time off, but let me tell you, it is more than I have had in a...
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I am so fucking overwhelmed by class right now, mother fucker!!!

Looks like I may get one week off during Dec., man what would be nice. I have been going for six months straight, it is fucking killing me.

Okay, enough bitching already.

Well, tried to go to bed a couple of hours ago. Yeah, I know it is way early for a Friday night, but I have to huge class thing in the morning. At any rate, no beans. After laying in the dark for a two hours, I figured I might as well get up and do something rather than waste the time. Man I wish...
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How the fuck am I feeling behind already. Okay, so I'm not actually behind on my work, but I feel like it because I hate most all of my classes right now and have little to no interest in the subjects. So I am pretty much doing everything last minute, and I don't want to get in that mode again, I've been so good about...
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Well, the three day summer break I had was nice. I'm not exactly sure why we were not given at the very least a week, but fuck it. It is what it is. 15 units this time around, good times. I found a way to only have two very long days though, so I think I will be able to pull through. This is sort...
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I can't wait to be on the other side of this week. Summer finals is a pain in the ass. Too much, too fast.

Amazing Tia food tonight; so much so that I found it necessary to express it on SG. What can I say, I have simple pleasures, and man do I love food. So much so, that I have gained a lot of weight over the years. Though I am not very happy about the weight, it sure was a great deal of fun gaining it. Ha...
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God Damn it! I hate when I have these fucking moments of weakness and let the past bum rush me. Fuck man! Then I find myself feeling so weak and angry with myself. Fucking helpless, and it is all just so stupid.