antichristpunk

Soo tonight me and my sister are going to see streetlight manifesto at starland! I got the tickets for my ex for his birthday...which needless to say, he cant celebrate... so we decided to go and celebrate for him. Im sad but at the same time excited. Its been a hot minute since ive been to a show and i love streetlight, but streetlight will eternally be his band...last year we went for him cause he was in iraq and couldnt go and now im going for him because he took his life. Makes me think to myself WTF happened with my fucking life? when did i become this army fiance? Why did he not tell me shit was too hard to live with? when didnt i see he was going off the deep end? this guy was my best friend, my heart and soul my male counterpart in everyway and i didnt fucking notice that the war had drove him to that kind of violence? I dont know dude....and i dont know where to go from here....soo in the words of MxPx


We aint got no place to go...lets go to the punkrock show!