anthony_the_mute

you give me the reason.
you give me control.
i gave you my Purity.
my Purity you stole.
did you think i wouldn't recognize this compromise.
am i just too stupid to realize.
stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies
it comes down to this.
your kiss.
your fist.
and your strain.
it get's under my skin.
within.
take in the extent of my...
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god i want 2 b done with every thing so very much. im so sick of everything. these feeling i havew 4 melissa r killing me so fucking much. i even know if she feel the same about me anymore. but does it matter we're not 2gether anymore. she point that out 2 me every time we talk and most like we wont b back...
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i've had a great three day weekend. i been out the whole weekend. sunday i went out 2 c a friend i haven't c in along time. we hang out for alil bit by her that met up with my sis and her frend at the gay bar by my house 2 drink and keorke it was fun going, back next sunday with her and...
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went out bar hopping last night 4 the frist time in along time. it was fun as hell. i get so shit face it not fun at all i drop good deal of money but it was worth it. i miss hang out with melissa. we hang out sometime, when i dont know.
well beyond that idk what going on. sunday im go with my...
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I guess i do believe in depression and maybe i have it..I dont have a home or family. I dont have a dad and my mom is throwin me out. i have no one but you and
I dont want to lose you. Home is where ur comfortable and also where your heart is, and thats only with you. I will never give that up....
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i'm feeling Mellon Collie bc me and melissa r put our relationship on hold. i didn't want 2 but she want 2. she wanrt so she could go 2 AmeriCorps without any worrys. i dont want her 2 go but if she doesnt go she miss out something great 4 her. God i want her b my wife so bad.

at the end of the...
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Shara Nelson

Midnight ronkers
City slickers
Gunmen and maniacs
All will feature on the freakshow
And I can't do nothing 'bout that, no
But if you hurt what's mine
I'll sure as hell retaliate

You can free the world you can free my mind
Just as long as my baby's safe from harm tonight

You can free the world you can free my mind
Just...
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i hate everything! i hate people. i hate the world.
i hate being boring. i hate when
none want do anything with me.i hate be me. i hate everyone who belittle me i hate be alone. i want die and not havenot have worry about anything any more.


the only thing i want is 2 make my girlfriend melissa happy that all.

y does it...
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im start to realize that at i well do any thing 4 melissa . she said here let me put make-up on u and im likle ok . i would never let any do they 2 me. if she ttold me 2 go 2 hell & back & bring something back with me i'd do it with out question. i can not wait 2 b...
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all i have 2 say is the that im a stupid boy. bc i have stupid shit going on in my mind. i need 2 fix it bc it start 2 get 2 me.,