god i want 2 b done with every thing so very much. im so sick of everything. these feeling i havew 4 melissa r killing me so fucking much. i even know if she feel the same about me anymore. but does it matter we're not 2gether anymore. she point that out 2 me every time we talk and most like we wont b back 2gether. y is that bc it not in the card. i wand it more then anything 2 b back 2gether. but this the hand i was give i have 2 play it out and c what happen. god i just want 2 b happy again i have my momints buit it not good enuogh any more. i wish i had the anwsir . 