anthony_the_mute

this will be the frist full week with both 40 hour job can't wait to see what it does to me. I got new ink on my back it great.

sunday night i get home real late becuz i was drink & bull shitting with this girl i work with at ihop she seem real cool . she doesnt act act any girl i've ever been near. it cool i'll have to see what happen .

i just got done working 34 hour in two day . boy that a shit load of work but i love it . it also give me time to think aboot my world. i think im more fuck up that i though i was. my fiend think i suicidal. becaues im not myself. would u b yourself went you know that people are get dumder...
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i've been think a lot aboot what my mother told me some month ago. "a girl at 18 looks at thing diffrenently then a girl at 22." at frist i didnt think much of it, but i see it more and more every day. it hard to put it in 2 words, how i see this but i do and it make me sad. it...
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sometime i need to remember just to breathe

i realized 2day that the world move around me & i standing still. i need start move.

i also need to find a new girlfriend i miss have someone around,someone to talk to, someone to come house to.

ever time i see myself in anything i feel apart of me die. i dont why. i feel that there are 2 of me. the good me & the evil me it seem that the evil want out. it hunting the good in me down and kill it slow i feel it everday. went i choose do thing to people. i just dont want to...
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you make it hard to breath
it as if i'm suffocating

i can't get her out my head. on matter how hard i try.

and when you're next to me
i can feel your heatbeat through my skin

i don't know why this is. i think it's bcuz is she so much like me but so diffenet.

it makes me sad to thing
this all...
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why is it that i alway find the people who dont want anything to with me. i mean they like me went im a friend but if it become more it fall a part. is it me or is it them bcuz the alway said it not you it me and unually it bullshit bcuz they're r trying 2 save your feeling from getting hurt....
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i just get done pull two 15 hour day & hate it so much. i have 2 do so i can live my rock life style. fun thing i had 2 nin song going throw my head all day they were not every one there. the frist 1 was the becoming witch is about man lost himself to evil in himself. that i feel is...
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But you lie, cheat, and steal.
And yet I tolerate you.

this is how i feel aboot the ppl in my life. i think ppl use me because they know i won't say no. i hate myself 4 that. what is wrong with me i need 2 find a way out and never come back to this place.
ever night i wait 4 the demons...
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i just got my 4th tattoo done so far it the best one. the feeling it make me feel were out of this world it was better then have sex at lease 4 me. dont get me wrong i like sex, but it all aboot the 4play kiss all the diffenent place on the body like the ears, foot, back, the small the back, the...
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my sis went 2 collage & 4 the 1st time i realize that i need my sis. i have none 2 talk 2 any more. none 2 tell me that life will be all right but in her own way. i'm go 2 get my back tattoo 2day. i have been waiting 4 this 4 the longs time. she call 2 to ask if i...
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