anthony_the_mute

She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label
She says she's ashamed
And can she take me for awhile
And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past
But maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend
We're here and now,...
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And if you could make up
For every single time you lied
I'd probably whisper this
Hello, goodbye
And so it begins again
Harder each and every time
I start to reminisce
I never seem to ever find
And if I could make up
For every single tear you cried
I'd probably never miss
Your hand in mine
Mistakes I repeat again
I've been through...
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fucking laptop dead on me so wait 4 my new fucking laptop 2 come in the mail what the fuck else can go wrong mayb i'll get shot in the fucking head i can only hope and pray it be that easy 4 me to leave this place.

perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same
open my eyes wake up in flames
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
smashed up my sanity
smashed up my integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me...
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I know you've grown to hate me
even more then you have grown to hate yourself
But has it really made a difference
sharing all that hate with someone else
Does he worship and adore you
does he make you feel so beautifully complete
Is your life so much better now
or do those same old demons haunt your sleep
Is he everything you've dreamed...
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you give me the reason.
you give me control.
i gave you my Purity.
my Purity you stole.
did you think i wouldn't recognize this compromise.
am i just too stupid to realize.
stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies
it comes down to this.
your kiss.
your fist.
and your strain.
it get's under my skin.
within.
take in the extent of my...
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god i want 2 b done with every thing so very much. im so sick of everything. these feeling i havew 4 melissa r killing me so fucking much. i even know if she feel the same about me anymore. but does it matter we're not 2gether anymore. she point that out 2 me every time we talk and most like we wont b back...
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i've had a great three day weekend. i been out the whole weekend. sunday i went out 2 c a friend i haven't c in along time. we hang out for alil bit by her that met up with my sis and her frend at the gay bar by my house 2 drink and keorke it was fun going, back next sunday with her and...
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went out bar hopping last night 4 the frist time in along time. it was fun as hell. i get so shit face it not fun at all i drop good deal of money but it was worth it. i miss hang out with melissa. we hang out sometime, when i dont know.
well beyond that idk what going on. sunday im go with my...
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I guess i do believe in depression and maybe i have it..I dont have a home or family. I dont have a dad and my mom is throwin me out. i have no one but you and
I dont want to lose you. Home is where ur comfortable and also where your heart is, and thats only with you. I will never give that up....
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i'm feeling Mellon Collie bc me and melissa r put our relationship on hold. i didn't want 2 but she want 2. she wanrt so she could go 2 AmeriCorps without any worrys. i dont want her 2 go but if she doesnt go she miss out something great 4 her. God i want her b my wife so bad.

at the end of the...
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Shara Nelson

Midnight ronkers
City slickers
Gunmen and maniacs
All will feature on the freakshow
And I can't do nothing 'bout that, no
But if you hurt what's mine
I'll sure as hell retaliate

You can free the world you can free my mind
Just as long as my baby's safe from harm tonight

You can free the world you can free my mind
Just...
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