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This blog is gonna be about music and how it has influenced me in my life.
Im gonna start by putting all my music in my iTunes and let it shuffle and tell you how that one song has influenced me (or not).

Crazy Town - Butterfly

I was 15 and these mega tattooed guys are singing this song about butterflies. Not to mention I thought the dude was fucking hot.


SPOILERS! (Click to view)




I was never really a fan of tattoos before this song, because all I ever saw were tribals :/
No offense to those who have them. But I do not like them. they make no sense to me what so ever.

So I actually can thank this song for showing me the world of "alt - ness". Made me go out and get tattoo mags tongue

Massive Attack - Angel

Well this song gets me to the bone even to this day. I shiver when I hear it. This song I heard when I was 14. It was my first trip hop experience. There are three things I like to do to this song. Or actually four.
1. have hot hot hot sex
2. get high
3. lay on the floor / my bed / where ever. close my eyes and just sink as far as I can.
4. Masturbate

This song is so sensual, and so filled with emotions. The hairs on my arms are standing at I type this.. This song = my first sight in to sensuality. I have always wished that someone would write a song like this about me. blush

*lets the song finish*


Olivia Newton John - Physical

I love Olivia. When I was 9 and saw grease, Oh man. I cried cause I wanted to be ass bad assed as her! My first crush I guess tongue The song doesnt really mean that much to me. But who wouldnt want to get physical with her eh?

Matchbox 20 - Bent

I must have been 16 - 17?

Matchbox 20 was a CD my mom bought me. All of the songs are me to a T.

And this song more then others.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
And if I get too tired to make it
Be my breath so I can walk

If I need some other love
Give me more than I can stand
And when my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me and then
Just hold me again

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

If I couldn't sleep could you sleep
Could you paint me better off
Could you sympathize with my needs
I know you think I need a lot

I started out clean but I'm jaded
Just phoning it in
Just breaking the skin

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

Start bending me
It's never enough
I feel all your pieces

Start bending me
Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just touch me and then
Just touch me again

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together

You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent



I really really love this song. This song is how I see myself in a relationship.
Cause Im fucked.
And I need a lot.
And I depend on my significant other.
This song showed me alot about my self, helped me find out who I am in a relationship.
And this is pretty much what I told my lovely boyfriend.( EirikHalvorsen )
I am fucked. And I need a lot. And I want someone to rescue me. And thats really how I still feel.

Tegan and Sara - Living room

This song is pretty new to me. And all it reminds me of is my bestest friend Ororo.

*I hope i never figure out who broke your heart, and if i do i spend all night loosing sleep, id spend the night and Id loose my mind.*

And now Im crying cause I miss her so fucking much. (and im on a train, so lets not)

Stevie Wonder - I just called to Say I love you

This is one of those songs everyone just knows.
You never know why or where you first heard it.
But it makes me so happy. And I dont know why.
I don't know the lyrics.
But my boyfriend will from time to time call me sing a part of this song, and then hang up.
I love him for that. <3

Sarah McLaclhan - Stupid

Wow... this song goes back. I was 17.
Annie had just bought the after glow CD and all we did was sit and listen to this and analyze the lyrics.
And then me and my ex broke up.
And from time to time I , like anyone else would, miss him.
And this song is the first thing that enters my head.

how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

It used to remind me alot of Annie, but I try to not let it. (long story, not going there)

Jimmy eat world - For me this is Heaven

I remember hearing about them on MTV when I was about 15 and thinking what a stupid name.

And then t took me till I was 17 and started to date Mike, to start listening to them.
And now.
This song. i
s just fucking fab.
Even though, this as the last, reminds me of an ex. Mike.
He was a dear. When he wanted to. Now hes not. If im not completly off, I think this was out song.. yeaah.. ok new song. Mike was a part of my life, and will always be. my first crush, my first love. the first to make my knees shake.
But man, he really was an ass. I have to keep reminding my self of that.

Avril Lavigne - things Ill never say

I listen to Avril. Do you have a problem with that? Fuck you.

Again with the mike shit! FUCK!
I used to listen to this song, and it reminded me of myself when I looked at him (before I ever had talked to him) *If I could say what I want to say, Id say i want t blow you away.
Be with you every night. Yes I'm wishing my life away with these things Ill never say*

Tom Mcrae - 2nd Law

My suicide song... If I ever were to take suicide, it would be with this on repeat or something..

*tell all my friends, ive gone to the moon.*
I love Tom. Personally and as an artist.
But this song, if you have not heard it.go buy his albums.
This one is on his self titled.
Tom is an amazing artist. His music also reminds me of good things tho!
When I was in high school, not that I liked high school. But I had good friends. Or at least we had good times. This song reminds me a lot of Catrine. hehe.. When we were at our first Tom McRae concert and some one was talking, I had to turn around and tell them to fuck off, the caf was downstairs.
Now if you listen to his music. you will understand why.

Chiodos - Lexington

Now this is very new to me. This was one of the CDs I won with the raffle at the Snapcase show in New York. And this is actually one of my favorite songs. I havnt really listened to much to them. But I love his voice. Next song

Bow wow wow - I want candy

HAHAHAHAHAHA this song makes me happy and that is all! biggrin
IIIIII WaNT CANDY!!!!!!
*bobs head*
But Bow wow wow did the cover right?
cause this is not his version. Who did the original? I have to fix that!


HOLY FUCK GET READY

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

LOSE DEL RIO - MACARENA

AAAAAHAHAHAHHAHA I was such a show off with this dance!!!
I was shakin maah booteeeeh to this when I was 14 at the disco club!
Cause, fuck, i was her!
* When I dance, they call me macarena, they all want me, they cant have me. So they all come and dance beside me* AAAAHAHAHHAHAHA *does the macarena*




Smashing Pumpkins - the everlasting gaze

yeah.. where to start.
Angry teen.
Angry music.
I have ALWAYS loved the Smashing Pumpkins.
God, I must have been like 8? when I first heard a song by them. And this song has been there for me. Def when I was going through problems with God and believes and what not. * The fickle fascination of an everlasting god*

Jimmy eat world - Hear you me

Now I'm crying and I don't care.

This song is dedicated to Jon.

*Theres no one in town I know,
You gave us some place to go
I never said thank you for that
I thought might get one more chance*

*What would you think of me now.*

God I miss him...
One of the closest friends I have ever had in my life..
He killed him self.
July 2003.

And I will always hate him for that.

*So lucky so strong so proud*

*May angels lead you in..
Here you meet my friends..
On sleepless roads, the sleepless go*

*whipes tears*

The Waitresses - I know what boys like

Must I explain? Come on. I KNOW WHAT BOYS LIKE! biggrin

Placebo - Song to say Goodbye

This song goes out to Maren and Annie. And they both know it.
The two living people who have broke my heart more then a boy ever could.

The Lyrics:

please read..

SPOILERS! (Click to view)


You are one of God's mistakes.
You crying, tragic waste of skin.
I'm well aware of how it aches,
And you still won't let me in.
Now I'm breaking down your door,
To try and save your swollen face.
No, I don't like you anymore
You lying, trying waste of space.

My oh my.
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say...
Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky 7s,
And a voice that made me cry.
My oh my...

You are mother nature's son.
Someone to whom my could relate.
Your needle and your damage done,
Remains a sorted twist of fate.
Now I'm trying to wake you up,
To pull you from the liquid sky.
Cause if I don't we'll both end up
With just your song to say goodbye.




Dropkick Murphys - Johnny, I hardly knew ya!!!

OH YEAH!!!!!!!!! Reminds me of a Drunk Drunk Drunk Drunk Linni and Boen!!!!
AWWWW HEGE GET YOUR ASS HOME!!!!!!

Guns and drums and drums and guns... mmmmmmmmmmm haaaruuuu!!!

Bush - Glycerine

Wow... again with the Mike.
I guess well...
I dont know what to say.

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
are you at one
or do you lie

Don let the days go by.. Gycerine

Fuck exes.

Plain White Ts - Hey there Delilah

omg... I love this song.. I hope some guy some time will think of me the way he explains in this song...
Ive always wanted someone to write a love song about me. smile

Britney Spears - Baby one more time

AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
*does the dance*
This song made me want to start a singing career when I was 13 biggrin
I loved it And I fucking STILL love this song!

MY LONELYNEEEESSSSSSSS

ATC - My heart beats like a drum

OMG yeah. When I was 13. Dance classes. I rocked the frikkin floor bitches.

It sucks ass, but my god!



Nickleback - How you remind me

I was 15. I was listening to my diskman.
Ida comes and pulls my head set off.
Tells me my best friends dad has died..
The only memory I have from this song...
RIP Jan

Sir Mixalot - Baby Got back

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I LIKE BIG BUTS who the hell DOESNT like this song?
(or big buts? )

Explosions in the sky - look into the air

this song reminds me of the summer of 2006.
Falling in love with my boyfriend.
Getting to know new music via him..
My old apartment with no tv and no internett.
all we had was a matress on the floor and a CD player.
Sigs and Alcohol. <3
Didnt need to worry about a thing.
life was simple and everything was great...

Sufjan Stevens - to be alone with you

OC!!!!! (you can find this song on the soundtrack from The OC smile )
AWWWWWW I want to move to the OC. It is my biggest dream.
To live in Cali. Surfing.. Chilling.. Now you see. Im a dreamer

Moby - why does my heart feel so bad.

Wow.. now this song.. It explains what I go through when Im in deep depression.
I could play it for anybody.
tell them not to eat for 24 hours.
and not sleep.
listen to this song.
and try to only listen to the synth. (concentrate on the sadness in the song)
Then you will understand what deep depression feels like...

The Killers - smile like you mean it

Checkpoint Charlie.
Beer.
Drunk.
Friends.
Laughs.
Whatever Whenever.
Dancing.
Pulling your hand to the dance floor.
Pulling your face to a smile...
I do miss you from time to time..


Christina Agulera - Genie in a bottle

I would dance in front of the mirror to this song and think I was all of that and a bag of chips.
We had a dance to this song to.
*omg i was pathetic as a teen*

Smashing Pumpkins - 1979

Linni. <3
the ex.
the best friend.
the person who I will forever, no matter what, love.
Cool kids never have the time wink

R.Kelly - If I could turn back the hands of time

ooooooh,
heart break at 14!
I would cry and cry and cry thinking the worlds end was here!
And even though my mother told me it would all be over soon.
I never ever believed her!
I could NEVER live without him!!!

smile I liked being 14

Color me Badd - I wanna sex you up

Oh yeaaaaah.
I mean. How do they think that with music like this, kid arent gonna have massive loads of sex?

Alkaline trio - Queen of pain

This reminds me of Boen.
One of the three guys I used to share a flat with.
Emo nights with wine.
Me him, linni. No one else is invited. maybe if you are really cool.
We would sit all night, drinking our wine and booze, talking about sex, love, life and why it all sucks.
Boen always wants to listen to this song.

<3 my boys forever.. <3 what would I do with out you? really...

SPIN DOCTORS - TWO PRINCES

My mom would play this in the car and we would SING AND SING AND DANCE!!!!!
I was 7.
And she turned to me and said.
"ALWAYS go with your heart."
I never knew what it ment til I read the lyrics years later.. <3

Tag team - Whoop there it is

Oh yeah.... I mean. come on.... where did they go?

it is the most annoying most idiotic song ever. But fuck that. Old school shit bitches!

Mariah Carey - Without you

Again with the being 14 and crying on moms lap... frown
But I could listen to that song if I was heart broken to the day to day..
I loved Mariah.
Just a shame she got a boob job and went all bling on our asses.

I CAN LIIIIIIIVE!!!!!!! if living is without yoooooooou! frown

Afroman - becuse I got high

I hated this song till I got high for the first time ever.. biggrin (i was 20)


So this is the story of my life with shuffle in iTunes.


(i was comanded that it was not a blogg with out a picture:


VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
leilani:
Im so sad i coodnt make it to the nite out, but i really want to meet u!
also me and my friends mum was talking bout tribal tattoos.... its like y do ppl have them.... isnt it spose to mean ur part of sum tribe (the original meaning) and its a bit of an insult ppl have it now as fashion... its like wot tribe r u in?! lol.
xxxx
Jan 31, 2008
brightredscream:
This was such a cool blog idea biggrin
Jan 31, 2008

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