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Syracuse

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Saturday Jul 30, 2005

Jul 29, 2005
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I don't know what just happened, but I feel like I just hit rock bottom. Just at this second. I almost threw up. I think that I just realized that everything is over. Everything that I knew and embraced and took for granted for so long is completely over. I have to start all over again, and I don't feel capable. I float from day to day, feeling complete nothingness for everyone and everything.

I have never been alone before. I have never felt this before.


And it can only get worse from here, I know it.
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Stick with it Kid, I promice things can only get better. Life always seems to suck the worst. Just remember you got people who care about you, and are there if you ever need em.
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