AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! my test is tomorrow and i am finally starting to stress. i need to do fucking good and get the rest of my shit done so i can get a better fucking job... pilot bitches!
OMFG!!! last night NINE INCH NAILS, Bauhaus! fucking awesome, nin's set was fucking great, it was exactly what i wanted to hear. trent got fucking buff and cut his hair when did that happen, oh well, i couldn't keep my eyes off of him. 
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i'm frustrated about so many things right now that i feel like my head is going to explode. i need to commit a violent act.
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wow a good day at work! i needed that. now onto to other issues... still confused just in different ways. i really hate being so impatient, it's bitten me in the ass before so this time i want to do it right... i think. i hope. oh well. if i could get rid of my past i can focus on getting my future straight. how...
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can't sleep, uh.
i should have known i was too lucky to get a day off of work, oh well. i need to keep my mind occupied. i'm still being retarded over this guy. i need time to clear my head.
wow a good day at work. i think i am dreaming, i very well could be considering my sleep deprivation the last few months. oh well. i actually have a whole day off tomorrow! hopefully i will get some sun and ...