anotherlostsoul

There's this kid in my classes. He annoys me to no end. Everything he says in class (which is a lot) is irrelevant to whatever the topic is we're discussing and says it in a way that's pseudo-intellectual, I'm-going-to-use-big-words-but-not-know-what-they-mean kind of way. Plus (I don't know why this bothers me so much), he has these really long fingernails that are always dirty. Completely disgusts me. And so I look at him during class and just have this intense desire to hurt him. I mean REALLY hurt him and I know that if I did, I would get incredible satisfaction from it. It's really weird. I'm such a pacifist - I feel guilty killing bugs, let alone actually hurting another person. But this feeling inside my gut... man. So intense.


I've had too much caffiene today. Feel icky.