anotherallniter

Well today was a long tiring day, almost missed my exam for my first class, and I have been running late a lot lately to my first class of the day, it really sucks because my professor doesnt do tardys, he just counts you as being absent when your late, I think Im on my third and its only week 2. 11 more weeks of hell in this damn civil law class that deals with law suits and personal injury.

Also, Im only allowed to have 4 absences or I fail the class, I need to actually get some sleep for once in my life, I cant though, my mind races and so much stuff has been happing lately that just messes up my head, I cant sleep, I cant eat, and I cant do anything, but lay in bed and wonder

Life feels so messed up right now, I feel like my world is falling apart, I feel lost, scared and depressed. I need help, but thats easier said than done.

Also I had a full day today, my college does this thing where they bring high school kids on campus to take them out show them a good time, and then let them spend the night and try to sucker then into coming to this college.

I decided to help out and so did my roommate, you get community service hours for it which is a requirement for me to graduate, I need a total of 50 hours. So anyways I decided to do this and hopefully get a cool kid, well turns out they were short a lot of male hosts to take care of the little guys, so me and my roommate ended up with 4!!! Kids!!!

Me and him were really scared about this at first, but we got to meet them, and chill and these guys are all cool and respectful, I was really surprised, I mean really!!!!

So what we did today was go to like a go cart and laser tag arena and had a blast it was all free paid by the school and we had a blast!!!

I won on the indoor go cart slick track!!! First place baby!!!

And I also got MVP in the Laser tag with a High Score of 34,560 points!!! And was the highest player of not only my team, but the whole damn game!!! Hells yeah!!! Knew Modern Warfare 2 would help me! haha!

Then after all that we went back to college, everyone passed out and I guess they are exhausted.

Well it is 1 in the morning, which is still very early for me, but I guess because they are in high school they must be drained, I should try and get some sleep myself, have to take them back to the main part of college at 8am, oh well I get free breakfast!!! Haha!

Also my job as school photographer is going great got a lot of great shots from today, will hopefully post some tomorrow, but idk if I will, you know kinda personal? Idk who knows. Anyways, hope youre all doing well.