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Tuesday Mar 02, 2010

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So this week has been kind of interesting

Ive been having a lot of radical thinking lately, about people and places.

Im not happy where I am, and where I live. Ive been freaking out a little bit each day and my mind starts to wonder, especially at work. I just dont get it sometimes, and it really frustrates me. I start to flip out and get these ideas I just cant shake.

So pretty much I hate people, just plain and simple. I cant stand people here. They are mean, cruel, selfish, sick, disgusting, and worthless ugly people.
The people in this city just, they just get under my skin so deep. I dont know why they do, but they just do. This city is full of scum, just downright arrogant people with no compassion, no hope, no emotion, no ethics, no morals, and above all no hope. These people just bring me down and I can honestly say I dont like this area what so ever
I dont want to be stuck here in this shit hole. This place is just so, depressing. If I wasnt only a year away from my bachelors, Id probably say fuck it right now, pack up and get the fuck out of there.
I hate my college too, its full of the same people within the city, they are arrogant, hopeless fucks, with no future, and no motivation. They can see beauty in anything, like I said they have no compassion, no soul. They are given this great opportunity to go far, but hell they piss it all away. They all fail out their first term. For Christs sake, its not that hard, I mean honestly you need to serious put work into failing. They just simply dont come to class, hell the college doesnt care, they get their money anyway.

Okay, enough ranting about that, sorry for those who actually stuck it out and read that shit

Anyways Lighter Better News!!!

Me and Sassie are getting ready for our awesome trip to see Alkaline Trio in Philly, and then leaving to go to Columbus for the primer of the Suicide Girls movie Suicide Girls Must Die.
Cant wait! Hope all our plans go through and we are able to make this happen, I know we are both strapped for money and maybe looking for a CHEAP, but nice hotel room, or maybe some friends around the area who will let us crash a couple nights Any takers? Haha
Other than that we are hoping to we might already have a friend coming with us to Columbus, so hopefully I will hear back from them soon and see if its an all go.

Umm other than that, I guess nothing too new, had an awkward show I went to this weekend
And oh Sassie made me dinner Sunday night, and then I made an awesome breakfast for her Monday morning. I made sooo much fucking bacon it wasnt even funny. Haha.
Umm what else idk nothing too much new like I said before, and Im kind of falling behind on my updates a lot lately.
So peps how have you been? Anyone else going to Ohio? And also ummm, just whats new in general guys?
Oh one final thing
This commercial makes me super happy


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user209834982:
If you all want to stop by and grab dinner or something on your way through, hit me up!
Mar 2, 2010
alkaline:
oh yeah everythings ok! I just don't feel like I'm meant to be in this city or doing what I'm doing. Couldn't tell you what or where I'm supposed to be but I'm feeling antsy to move on with my life. I think for me a lot of it has to do with the fact that I got married and had to worry so much about working and supporting my "family" (cuz I was the only one who made real money the whole time we were together). He also refused to move out of the city so I had partially accepted that I would always be here. Now it's pushing a year we've been seperated and I'm itching to make bigger changes. I've always been searching for something better, I just don't know what it is and it's getting frusterating. If I go through the $ and stress of moving and it doesn't change anything I'll be super sad. But I might be more sad if I never even try.

With that said, I'm not unhappy with my life by any means. And it wouldn't be the end of the world if I stay here and do this forever but I think I could be doing something better.
Mar 2, 2010

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