anonymous05

"Who Am I"

I scream a silent suicide
Leavin messagez by my bedside
I can't ever sleep
Thinkin I'm being broadcast worldwide
How is Hollywood standing by my side
Yet still with nobody to confide
Why does everyone say I lied
When a lie detector test will prove
I'm still wondering who the fuck am I??!!!

I've been screaming for help
For far too many years
What used to be fun
Has turned into a fist full of tears
My mind has been tortured
For far too many years
Every relationship I've eved had
I've lost in a sea full of beers
It's cocaine that helps me numb
All these painful years

Yes booze hides the sorrow
And cocaine eazes the pain
It's the visions that I see
That drives me insane
These women say they love me
But add thunder to the rain
Its not the hatred that you spew
But the voices that i hear
Is what drives me insane

I'm punished for my genius
Theres too many careers at stake
So they put a price on my head
To prove that I am fake
So when they watch me walk on water
They rush to drown me in the wake

I've gained notariety
Despite your hatred and shame
But if nobody tells me whats going on
My actions will continue to grow insane
My pain should not be entertainment
For your profit and gain

I love my brother and family
I miss all my old friends
I used to respect the gays
But they say i fuck dudes
So my hatred extends
I used to love xxx
But she burnt me at both ends
Plus dont you have a dude
I dont fuck homies friends

I scream suicide to the world
How the fuck have i gathered fame
Who the fuck am I
And how the fuck am i to blame
I've been made the villiage idiot
Who turned your shame into a great name

My name is Ryan Stemmer
Who can pass a lie detector test with ease
Proving to the world
That its you who infected my mind with disease