anonymous05

"The Truman Show"

The voices inside of my head
Is what keeps me awake
I feel like the world is watching
Every step that I take
How do people know me
And the time that I wake
Is every person that I meet
Being paid to be fake
My happiness has been stolen
Burried and sunk into a lake
Every night that I sleep
I pray to god that I won't wake

My soul will never be the same
The pain that woman has caused me
Turned my light into rain
No good woman
Would hurt a good man
Then tell the world he's gay and insane
She destroyed my life
To gain more fortune and fame
And while she fucks other guys
She leaves me lost inside my brain

I've had enough of this world
Maybe my spirit is too pure
There is only so much pain
One man can endure
Until his light becomes darkness
Leaving my thoughts impure
Now I beg for my death
Because her bullshit I can no longer endure

All I ever wanted
Was a beautiful girl inside of my bed
All I needed was love
To stop the pain inside of my head
She could make that happen
But she leaves me alone instead
Yet she says that she loves me
As I lay awake dreaming dead
Her love is a lie
She will never allow a beautiful woman
To sleep in my bed
Which is why I wish for death
Leaving everything unsaid

My death will be the shot
Heard all around the world
Preachers and gangsters will cry
Even fathers and their little girl
Along with the homeless
And those belonging to the underworld

All I needed was love
And all I ever got was silence
My suicide is the science
To breaking your alliance