Warning: Melancholy Post
I've purged my friends list. If you're gone, it's because you didn't have a journal or rarely posted in mine. You'll heal.
24 hours since my last cigarette. On purpose. I'm going ballistic. My nerves are frayed and I want to claw my own skin off. Hopefully I can make it to that supposed 3 day mark when the physical cravings are...
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I've purged my friends list. If you're gone, it's because you didn't have a journal or rarely posted in mine. You'll heal.
24 hours since my last cigarette. On purpose. I'm going ballistic. My nerves are frayed and I want to claw my own skin off. Hopefully I can make it to that supposed 3 day mark when the physical cravings are...
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Okay, so I totally have the pics from my Toronto Pride trip with Lucy and Loki developed, but my scanner is being a P.O.S. and doesn't want to scan.
Any ideas?
--UPDATE--
Someone is helping me figure out my scanner tomorrow. Sweet!
I'll be editing my friends list soon - if you don't have a journal at all or we rarely post in...
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Any ideas?
--UPDATE--
Someone is helping me figure out my scanner tomorrow. Sweet!
I'll be editing my friends list soon - if you don't have a journal at all or we rarely post in...
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captainawesome:
1. Unplug scanner
2. get a blow torch
3. walk around the streets of the nearest city with said blow torch pointed at the scanner
4. Start screaming "i'll do it! i swear to christ i'll do it!"
5. wait for someone to ask you what you are doing.
6. stare blankly at the person in question. Look as confused as possible
7. Walk home, dragging the scanner on the ground with a look on your face that says "have you seen my doggie? he ran away today. Poochie? Poochie? Here boy!"
8. Boil a pot of water for tea
9. Drink tea while watching adult swim
10. If scanner isn't working by now, i just can't help you
2. get a blow torch
3. walk around the streets of the nearest city with said blow torch pointed at the scanner
4. Start screaming "i'll do it! i swear to christ i'll do it!"
5. wait for someone to ask you what you are doing.
6. stare blankly at the person in question. Look as confused as possible
7. Walk home, dragging the scanner on the ground with a look on your face that says "have you seen my doggie? he ran away today. Poochie? Poochie? Here boy!"
8. Boil a pot of water for tea
9. Drink tea while watching adult swim
10. If scanner isn't working by now, i just can't help you
jericho:
im moving to your part of the world soon - yay! 
So much for not being on the internet. It's not my fault though. Seriously.
They cut ALL of my hours at work, including my shift I was supposed to work today. What does that mean? I have to find work again, hence my presence on the internet.
Whereas, my "Occupation" on the left used to say Greenhouse Worker, you may notice it says something entirely...
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They cut ALL of my hours at work, including my shift I was supposed to work today. What does that mean? I have to find work again, hence my presence on the internet.
Whereas, my "Occupation" on the left used to say Greenhouse Worker, you may notice it says something entirely...
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mreman:
hey, are you living in london now?
and if so did you check out london's pride/sunfest weekend?
and if so did you check out london's pride/sunfest weekend?
mreman:
i was there too, there was one on dundas, not sure what it was called, but they turned it into a club just for the night on saturday, and i met suicidegirl flick there it was great.
then went to the annex i think it's called, i was all over the place.
then went to the annex i think it's called, i was all over the place.
I have been on the internet far too much lately. Lack of sleep, chores undone, the whole nine yards.
I will not be on the internet again until Friday.
I have to wait until then to get the second half of the Toronto Pride pictures developed anyways. Friday is payday.
I will not be on the internet again until Friday.
I have to wait until then to get the second half of the Toronto Pride pictures developed anyways. Friday is payday.
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emperor_tane:
$ Thursday is pay day for me $
Tane
Tane
torai:
you new pic looks awesome.
And i feel your internet curse.
I think ill check out your pics of pride, i didnt make it this year.
I hope you had an great time.
And i feel your internet curse.
I think ill check out your pics of pride, i didnt make it this year.
I hope you had an great time.
Lucy my dear, thank you for a wonderful weekend in Toronto for Pride 2005. I had such a great time.
Toronto Pride 2005 (Part One)
Saturday
I got off the bus at 11am, where Lucy picked me up. We then proceeded by foot down Queen Street - the wrong way, which was completely my fault. I'm directionally challenged, folks. It's ok though. Lucy forgave me,...
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Toronto Pride 2005 (Part One)
Saturday
I got off the bus at 11am, where Lucy picked me up. We then proceeded by foot down Queen Street - the wrong way, which was completely my fault. I'm directionally challenged, folks. It's ok though. Lucy forgave me,...
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schism13:
Thanks babe!!! I'll keep my fingers crossed for you too.....
What line of work are you anyway?
What line of work are you anyway?
propernoun:
Yes. It's disturbing. Which is why I love it so. 
I saw Star Wars: ROTS about a week after it first came out which was a while back so I don't know why I'm bringing this up now.
Hayden Christensen is hot, sure. He's probably in all of the teeny bopper mags and so on. Your movie star, blah blah kind of hot. You know they're good looking and they make lots of money by...
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Hayden Christensen is hot, sure. He's probably in all of the teeny bopper mags and so on. Your movie star, blah blah kind of hot. You know they're good looking and they make lots of money by...
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perdy:
Oh I dunno I think I'd settle for boredom for a bit at the moment!
batattak:
I still haven't seen that movie yet. All of my friends went to go see it a while ago and now no one wants to go. I freakin' hate seeing movies by myself.
I almost walked off the job today. I rarely get that incensed over work-related matters. I try to stay out of politics, get along with everyone, get to work on time every time and not call in sick unless I'm sick. I give all this dedication to my job because I like it.
I HATE the owners, however.
Wanting to take a 30-minute lunch is...
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I HATE the owners, however.
Wanting to take a 30-minute lunch is...
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torai:
Strangley i am not a big fan, although i should probably give him some more credit.
Unpluggs are always awesome, gives more emotional raw feelings.
Unpluggs are always awesome, gives more emotional raw feelings.
torai:
ps: i like the blonde, very nice
Well, I've finally found accomodations for Toronto Pride, so I'm allowed to be excited about the trip again. I will be staying with the lovely Lucy who has offered to put me up for a couple of nights. Everyone go say something nice to her. She saved my summer vacation.
Thinking back now, I might actually prefer having a trip all to myself. I can...
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Thinking back now, I might actually prefer having a trip all to myself. I can...
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arden:
you're not usless cuz well this really isn't anything any of us can do...and your condolences are good enough!
torai:
I am sure you will have an awesome time, i have been a few times now.
Have tons of fun.
Have tons of fun.
I really wanted to go to Toronto Pride this year. I had someone to go with, had a place to stay and a fat paycheck coming that I was going to have fun with.
Then.
My friend bailed on me. We were going to be staying with that friend's friend. So now no company, no accomodations, and if I do go I can't stay at...
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Then.
My friend bailed on me. We were going to be staying with that friend's friend. So now no company, no accomodations, and if I do go I can't stay at...
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jaron:
Are you getting a set? your comments are pink now!
jaron:
Maybe it's because you're a girl on my friends list?
Congrats. You're about to read the sappiest post ever. Definitely not worth the wait for all of you, but I had to wait a long time for what I'm about to share with you so here goes.
On May 26, my boyfriend and I welcomed a new addition to the family. It's a girl.
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On May 26, my boyfriend and I welcomed a new addition to the family. It's a girl.
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emperor_tane:
Tane
Tane
deanna:
hahaha i thought that was going to be a kid and then i saw the name and the pictures still werent up and i was like banshee, thats a weird name for a kid.
when i move out im getting a kitty, i cant wait
when i move out im getting a kitty, i cant wait
I know. I'm a horrible, terrible neglectful person. I've neglected you all for far too long and I am here to make amends.
Life as of late is best explained in chronological order. Also, so much has happened that to explain it all in depth would take forever, so forgive me if things sound formulaic and cold.
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April 3 2005
It's my birthday!
As...
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Life as of late is best explained in chronological order. Also, so much has happened that to explain it all in depth would take forever, so forgive me if things sound formulaic and cold.
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April 3 2005
It's my birthday!
As...
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emperor_tane:
Hey!!! It's been a month... where have you been?
Tane
Tane
The reasons I haven't been around lately...
- Went to Windsor with my mother for her surgery and recovery.
- Got a new job with hellish hours.
- Spring cleaning.
Busy! Busy! Busy! Details and pictures of my birthday still to come. It'll be a long one! Thanks to all those who wished me a happy birthday.
- Went to Windsor with my mother for her surgery and recovery.
- Got a new job with hellish hours.
- Spring cleaning.
Busy! Busy! Busy! Details and pictures of my birthday still to come. It'll be a long one! Thanks to all those who wished me a happy birthday.
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rellkin:
hope your mom is ok and recovers quickly how is the new job is it making you happy hope so good luck with the cleaning and sorry if i missed wishing you a happy birthday(happy belated birthday) have yourself a good rest of your weekend
bobdylan5:
Umm, I don't remember if I did or not. 
Happy belated B-Day, if I didn't sweetie! 
Glad to see you are still here!
Happy belated B-Day, if I didn't sweetie! Glad to see you are still here!
I hope that returning to your old job doesn't bring you to down. Just remember that it won't last and you need the money.
Good Luck babe, and wish me luck too.
I'm just bitter.... and running out of sanity...