Hmm. Feeling a bit paralyzed at the moment, fainlly coming face to face with my plans. Got accepted into Nursing progam, orientation finally arrives tomorrow. Am realizing I fucked up my first "assingment" by not getting all the right forms filled out, and and dreading the overwhelming cost that is about to drive me into the dirt (uniform, books, pda, lab supplies etc. in access of $1000 all in the next two weeks). The worst part is having this completely empty day preceeding it; i wish I'd worked today. Instead I'm reminded that I proabably shouldn't live alone because empty houses make me feel small and helpless. Anyone that I might talk to about these retarded feelings is either hundreds of miles away or busy with their own lives at the moment.
GAH, WHINY BULLSHIT, GAH! Okay enough of that now.
GAH, WHINY BULLSHIT, GAH! Okay enough of that now.
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aj_paradiselost:
That movie Hedwig and the Angry Inch kind of wierded me out. It was on the Sundance channel one night. I watched it for as long as I could. I don't have a problem with gay dudes, I mean, to each his own you know, but that was a bit fucking, um, disturbing I guess. I wish I could have seen the expression on my face. Anyway take care beautiful........L8er..........Aj
q1070:
Chin up, it sounds like a great move overall. If you need to vent, you are in the right place!