Ah. I've slingshot through the drama and back past it and around the corner and come to the point where I'm not so much melodramatic angsty as horny irritated and apathetic.
Reading that last post I don't even understand it because it's somehow unrelated to the situation now. I'm not er, dating that guy anymore? If I ever was. Apparently I had our relationship misconstrued... Now I'm just fucking him, and trying to make him feel as used as possible.
It doesn't make me a good person. But right now it's the only way to hold on to a shred of pathetic sanity. If I were a good person I'd say fuck off. but I'm weak and need sex and the echo of love. So.
::beats head against wall for using phrases such as "echo of love"::
::reminds self of good things and stops whining::
Reading that last post I don't even understand it because it's somehow unrelated to the situation now. I'm not er, dating that guy anymore? If I ever was. Apparently I had our relationship misconstrued... Now I'm just fucking him, and trying to make him feel as used as possible.
It doesn't make me a good person. But right now it's the only way to hold on to a shred of pathetic sanity. If I were a good person I'd say fuck off. but I'm weak and need sex and the echo of love. So.
::beats head against wall for using phrases such as "echo of love"::
::reminds self of good things and stops whining::
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Just stumbled into your profile. I adore your Serial Experiments Lain profile pic. I adore Lain.