if you get freaked out by breastfeeding then don't click on the spoiler
this was taken while getting into make up for The Ded Dave Show
I needed to take a break to feed the baby, bless her..she didn't mind having a zombified mother just one bit
pilot airs on Devil's night!!!
I am slowly trying to merge parts of myself back into my life..I love love love having a tiny little baby again, but I don't want to become one of those woman who seem to have lost themselves and I was starting to feel exactly like that. I think it's pretty normal when they are super tiny because they do demand all of your time and energy, but now that Julianna is growing I think we should both get little breaks from one another..haha, even if for only a couple hours while I turn into a zombie, or I throw on some pasties and fishnets, ya know...mommie time! All of this has me wondering if I can make the trip down to LA next month for the Dirty Show. They are doing things different than previous shows in Detroit, the show will be at a hotel..a sleazy hotel with sleazy, erotic art...I believe 18 rooms total, and I seriously could use a little sleaze. If I go then I will work the show as well..but, I will still have my days open to play in LA..there are definitely alot of people from the site I would LOVE to meet so hopefully this will happen. I just need to make sure that Julianna is comftorable taking a bottle and isn't going to be beside herself crying the entire time. I would probably cry too!
