annisa

I sort of have a favor to ask...if you read my blog that I posted the other day..I mentioned a picture that I have been diligently working on. It's of CashCow's grandfather who has passed away. I almost had the whole thing done when my computer freaked and I lost it..I looked everywhere on my computer but it's gone. I need to have it done by the 15th for Christmas gifts for CashCow's family. If any photoshoppers out there want to lend a hand with the retouching I can offer prints or something else as an exchange [money is tight as I haven't been able to work through my entire pregnancy or I would gladly pay]..let me know and I will send you the larger file. It would mean everything to me. It took me so long because I am not that great at photoshop, but I am learning..also my mood is just not the best right now and I honestly can't focus on this. I got a call from my midwife saying that my screening for neural tube defects and something else which I can't even recall [that's how fucking out of it I am] came back positive, I know it doesn't mean anything for sure..it's just a screening so it is just saying I am at risk..now I just need to have amniocentesis and/or a cvs test to know for sure if the baby is ok..I am basically terrified, this pregnancy has been rough since the get go and I really just want some good news. I am trying my best to not worry, but it's pretty hard..it's not like just worrying about my own health, it's the life of my unborn child..wow, dramatic enough?

sorry..I hope this doesn't sound like a woah is me..can you help me out, but I needed help with this
here is the picture..it's a lot of work