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Monday Nov 27, 2006

Nov 27, 2006
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I think things are finally back to normal...after Thanksgiving, my birthday..the party and a new job.

The new job is only on Sundays, I am bartending at a punk bar downtown and I need to try to get a good night going..Sundays are not the easiest to get a crowd, but I am working on it...

Now I need to start working on some new acts for The Fat Bottom Girls and get our dvd finished, I have been putting that on hold and it is time to get it done before Valentine Day weekend which is The Dirty Show. I love burlesque and I adore my troop but it is so hard when you are the leader...sometimes I miss just showing up and performing, I am trying to think of ways to make this show a bit less stressful...but no matter what goes wrong or how irritated or stressed I get..it is always worth it in the end.

hooker diary...this one is a bit more intense and personal then her other enteries so be warned..because it gets sad and a bit crazy

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

11-1-94
Well what a day - it started off well - then I called Randy + Technicopper and got spun around. I really started to get upset + really Fed up but I had to remember that I have no control over people, places, or things. So I have to call back tommorrow + make arrangements to find out what's going on!
Sparky also gave me some posative input on this situation - he said get with my conselor or Mr. Benji, so...OK so I moved to a level 2 room + now everyting is OK I hope. Oh I found a watch today- that was a blessing! I needed one!
Oh I forgot to write about the Halloween party - it was great - I dresses up + played with the kids + then went to detox to do a meeting with Shirl. It was a great day!
Well here goes - I got to start on my inventory - even if it is only a little bit GUILT
I feel guilty about alot + here it goes. Letting my parents down + I keep wanting to say my ma - I guess I always really wanted her to love me. Ya know not finishing school, getting pg. although having Val was no let down. Not having a stable home for Val - and watching her dad and Tim beat me up. Sending her away. Being with Alvin + not her. Oh letting myself down- shooting dope - prostitution - my teeth - a felony conn.
Ok let's go on to shame-
I'm ashamed of playing strip poker + spin the bottle. I'm ashamed of being with Jackson.
I'm ashamed of being with those bikers + getting raped. they seemed to act like I brought it on!I just used to like to go - I didn't realize they would take it that way. I'm ashamed of being with Ci Ci when Blade loved me. I regret leaving him for Fernard. Now I am thinking about Tim. Huh I think - no I know - I was infatuated with him, it was so magnificent..him 18 and me 14. he sold all that shit and I got to smoke weed - how fucking stupid - really I was too fucking shy to eat in front of him.
I know that during sex I would get really embarrased especially when I was going to climax - But now I think I can find a partner I will be able to enjoy myself with - I know this is a moment I am looking forward to!



2 cups of english breakfast tea with soy milk and sugar
2 activa yogurts
2 honey almond flax granola bars
mexican vegtable soup with baked blue corn tortilla chips and low fat cheddar cheese
garden salad with ranch
organic dark choclate with blueberries
2 mini bagels with light cream cheese
sangria

2 cups of english breakfast tea with soy milk and sugar
2 activa yogurts
2 slices of raisin toast
12 grain honey granola bar
weight watchers tv dinner.....yuck, it was on sale though
2 peices of rasberry fruit leather

VIEW 25 of 42 COMMENTS
takesatraintocry:
Thanks for the book suggestions! I'm going to collect a long list, then hit the local book shop and spend an afternoon browsing.
Nov 28, 2006
tripleb_doom:
damn right biggrin
Nov 28, 2006

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