I have mentioned a diary of a hooker that used to live in my building..she left a bunch of her stuff behind and it was sort of given to me. I have decided to start posting enteries in order..I am not posting these to make fun of the lady, I just found them to be intresting. I don't know the lady, they were written a long time ago..I don't think anyone knows her or I may of been tempted to return them. I wouldn't post these if I thought she would ever be on this site or if I thought it would get back to her..and I am not putting real names in for the same reason. Please don't read them if you think it is wrong or if you are offended.
SPOILERS! (Click to view)Oct. 25 1994
Today is my first day of trying to write a moral invetory. I wrote some down on note paper & realize I let things out much easier on paper.
Today was a big group and I sweated, thinking I was gonna get a write up, but we didn't read them & later I found out that I never got one.
Ms. Pinker made a profound statement to a client which was, ''things seem bad becuz you've locked your mind on a negative thought or situation & everything after that has been down hill'' How true that can be.
I feel that this book i hope to dump more stuff which would get rid of alot of nervous energy.
You know there are a few guys in here that I would like to get with but I know it's one thing I am not ready for, I know how embarrased I get when I have an orgasm & it surely would be all over HL I think this should wait awhile - I'm in no rush - but then again I am. I know now that I can't handle any kind of relationship.
Well I gotta work tommorrow. I'm ready to start my period - I'm powerless & I gotta do what I gotta do - it's ok cuz I get to go to the bank tommorrow - that's a first in along line of them.I havn't had a bank acount in ages.
Tuesday
yogurt
bannana
english muffin with peanut butter
sunchips
fruit snacks
water
tea
apple
cheese and crackers
spiced red wine
low fat grahm crackers
3 rum and diet cokes
Happy Birthday.