annii

Hehehe!! Still haven't gotten any cleaning done, but it's the week after finals, so I should be able to relax, I think...

I did achieve it btw... I got my technical paper on neuroscience written (got a 95%), got my summary of the NSF grant writing process done, with an outline of my particle accelerator project, and I took the neuroscience final (think I bombed that though... we'll see I guess)...

Hehehe, I don't even know how I do it? Many people ask, but I don't know what to say... without studying or even showing up to class, I can write an A level technical paper on the neuromechanisms behind the synaptic timing malfunction in a developmental dyslexic's brain... because it makes sense to me intuitively I guess... and this the same week that my car broke down and I got a flat tire in the truck I was borrowing, oh and my rib cage decided to start severely hurting for no good reason, so I went on a percocet binge... had 8 percocets the last day of it and I haven't been as suicidal as I've been for the last week, since I was 11!!!! But at least the depression seems to have subsided today...

Also, last week, I decided to stop working at the club due to my level of depression and that December just isn't a good month for the strip club industry... so I got a new job at a shipping company.... so, apparently I can walk in just one store, in the middle of a recession, get an interview and get hired, all within a couple hours.... If I was a super hero, my name would be Opposite Girl... I'm going to try working at the club again in January, I think... the stock show will be in town and I heard it's a good time to make money there.... until then I'm going to have to put in 60+ hour weeks, so I can afford my bills... oh, well, it's not like it's rocket science...hahahaha!!!!

If you've messaged me, and I haven't gotten back in a while, I'm sorry!! I will soon!! But as you can read, my life has been a bit crazy lately!!!!

xoxo