Wow, 10 weeks since i last had anything to write about. God i feel like a loser.
Currently knee deep in the last essay ill ever write for this degree, and, being a Bsc student and therefore in the rather fortunate position of not having essays often, id forgotten just how much i loathe them.
Most of my friends have already 'checked out' of this degree mentally, i think im even the last to leave this term. Can't blame them- its all the same. The lectures get to a point where they're really just filling time, running out the clock until exams, and students inevitably notice and stop attending.
I'm aware that there is such a thing as life after uni, but it feels like my life here is coming to a grinding halt, a slow and drawn out death if you like. No one seems up for celebrating 'lasts' anymore, and these are people who usually celebrate trash day. I know everyones got work on, and student loans can only strech so far, but even simple joys seem to have disappeared.
I dunno, maybe everyones just contemplating having to grow up, geting real jobs, and generally developing adult approaches to life, just seems a shame that the last days fo a section of your life cant be representative of the good times you had in the rest of it.
Ah well that provided me with a good 5/10 minutes of self pitying procrastination- back to real life and essays.
Night world xo
Currently knee deep in the last essay ill ever write for this degree, and, being a Bsc student and therefore in the rather fortunate position of not having essays often, id forgotten just how much i loathe them.
Most of my friends have already 'checked out' of this degree mentally, i think im even the last to leave this term. Can't blame them- its all the same. The lectures get to a point where they're really just filling time, running out the clock until exams, and students inevitably notice and stop attending.
I'm aware that there is such a thing as life after uni, but it feels like my life here is coming to a grinding halt, a slow and drawn out death if you like. No one seems up for celebrating 'lasts' anymore, and these are people who usually celebrate trash day. I know everyones got work on, and student loans can only strech so far, but even simple joys seem to have disappeared.
I dunno, maybe everyones just contemplating having to grow up, geting real jobs, and generally developing adult approaches to life, just seems a shame that the last days fo a section of your life cant be representative of the good times you had in the rest of it.
Ah well that provided me with a good 5/10 minutes of self pitying procrastination- back to real life and essays.
Night world xo