annielein

Oh god damn. I have 1 more day off after today & i've practically wasted it all.
I am so stressed. Sososo stressed, work is fucking me over, some people I thought were legit friends only want me around if there is alcohol involved (which is stupid bc I rarely drink anyway), i'm broke as hell and need roommates, and my ex who was my best friend rarely talks to me when all I need is for someone to kiss me on the forehead, give me a snuggle & talk about how great the future is going to be even though right now is hard.
So here I am, eating chocolate, watching Get Him to the Greek and blogging.
Ummm so tomorrow is payday... so after I pay rent & get cat food hopefully i'll have enough to get some herbalife tea & shake mix to jumpstart my weight loss & my energy. I'm just exhausted. So. I've got to get my smilin' face back on.. I can't wait to feel happy and excited again & have energy & not be a bummer but a leader once more. This has been building for a long while, but i'm gonna make it happen.
I've got quite a few things to look foward to, but I can't seem to find the excitement or the motivation to get my ass to the gym on a regular basis so I won't feel uncomfortable doing the fun things I want to since everywhere I like to vacation everyone &their dogs are anorexic. My friend from TN is coming to visit in 2 weeks& it is gonna be tons of funnn we have sooo much planned for the short 4 days he'll be here. Then i'll be heading to LA with my bestie in june for a week for beach, disneyland/california adventure, more beach, meeting up with a few of our vegas friends, shopping! & camping.. on the beach haha. Warped Tour at the end of June. A quick trip up to Alb. for a hilarious/awesome Yellowcard & Good Charlotte concert that my 16 yr old self is ecstatic for. Then Vegas in July with all my best girlies that i've known since middle school! So I hope I can get my excitement up soon. I'm gonna start by taking a nice walk in this beautiful summer night air. =)
Does anyone have anything exciting coming up?