hello everyone,
firstly i love the new layout of sg. its so girly and pretty.
lately things have been ok for me. i get my results for the ct scanning tomorrow. thanks for everyones concern and asking how it went.
i'll let you all know once i find out.
work is tough. my boss and i fight. he is a bully. however on the wkend i think i got to him and he said sorry. apparantly he has never said it to a nurse before. maybe he is starting to realise he is a c%$t. I want to leave and i nearly did just walk out. everyone said it would be ok if i did. no one would mind, cause they know it is all him. we have harldy any staff because of him. but for some reason i can't not hate him? he is only human. just like george bush and john howard. they are c&%ts but i can't hate them. wellll maybe george bush, seeing as though he is drinched in blood. maybe its just i feel sorry for them for being so lame and heartless.
also i feel as though i can't be myself in this world. there are so many judgements etc. i want to dye my hair pink, have arms covered in colours, but i can't cause of work. its unfair. however, this makes me even more determined to become what i want to be. to be my own boss. also i don't want to offend people. but i don't want to be old and wrinkly and covered in tattoos. i'll look bad. shallow maybe, but i am being honest it is a concern of mine. your thoughts on this will be appreciated and respected.
i am writing a lot this entry as i have been thinking lots about "anniefrannie" and what i want to do. although i think a lot all the time anyway.
it was my b/f and my 5 mth anniversary monday. well we counted wrong and realised too late that it was 5, instead of 6 as we had thought. so we got each other gifts. i got him homer simpson slippers, merr, and a new mobile phone. but he got me, fucking diamonds. i love diamonds. and he is a graphic designer and drew me this awesome picture of me as a "dead girl" superhero in the cemertery. I love it. I'll have to take a picture of it.
missshell where are you? i am worried about us? i love u. do you still love me?
i hope everyone is well.
xx
firstly i love the new layout of sg. its so girly and pretty.
lately things have been ok for me. i get my results for the ct scanning tomorrow. thanks for everyones concern and asking how it went.
i'll let you all know once i find out.
work is tough. my boss and i fight. he is a bully. however on the wkend i think i got to him and he said sorry. apparantly he has never said it to a nurse before. maybe he is starting to realise he is a c%$t. I want to leave and i nearly did just walk out. everyone said it would be ok if i did. no one would mind, cause they know it is all him. we have harldy any staff because of him. but for some reason i can't not hate him? he is only human. just like george bush and john howard. they are c&%ts but i can't hate them. wellll maybe george bush, seeing as though he is drinched in blood. maybe its just i feel sorry for them for being so lame and heartless.
also i feel as though i can't be myself in this world. there are so many judgements etc. i want to dye my hair pink, have arms covered in colours, but i can't cause of work. its unfair. however, this makes me even more determined to become what i want to be. to be my own boss. also i don't want to offend people. but i don't want to be old and wrinkly and covered in tattoos. i'll look bad. shallow maybe, but i am being honest it is a concern of mine. your thoughts on this will be appreciated and respected.
i am writing a lot this entry as i have been thinking lots about "anniefrannie" and what i want to do. although i think a lot all the time anyway.
it was my b/f and my 5 mth anniversary monday. well we counted wrong and realised too late that it was 5, instead of 6 as we had thought. so we got each other gifts. i got him homer simpson slippers, merr, and a new mobile phone. but he got me, fucking diamonds. i love diamonds. and he is a graphic designer and drew me this awesome picture of me as a "dead girl" superhero in the cemertery. I love it. I'll have to take a picture of it.
missshell where are you? i am worried about us? i love u. do you still love me?
i hope everyone is well.
xx
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I hope the results of the scan were good!