annemarie_

..the next couple of months are going to be the worst ever..
i can't believe how bad its going to be, its heartbreaking...
it makes me feel completely miserable... and i dont know what to do about it...
every time the end of the year rolls around, my family and I struggle..its like a curse..

So they say 1 in 6 American families living in poverty and struggle to feed, pay bills and take care of their families....well my family is that 1 in 6 ='( it's pretty sad... and it sucks....

I cant pay my bills, i won't have a job til next year.. my house phone, internet and cable have been disconnected back at my house and I m pretty much fucked when i return from house sitting..
ill be M I A for who knows how long.. and I dont know when everything will get back to normal ..

life is a bitch.....


.. i cant even finish this...without crying..so im just gonna go for now..



-AnneMarie
xxxo