I've been drinking a lot of beer lately. A LOT. More than I ever have. I've also been working my ass off in two cushy office jobs. Which have been the most sedative jobs I've ever worked. So this summer has been low activity and high calories and I've been gaining weight. I'm starting to encroach the highest I've been and it terrifies me. When I get to this point I hate my body and put on rose-tinted glasses and find myself ugly compared to any and every other girl. Which then makes me want to do even less and starts to fuel my depression. It's such a vicious cycle and a very slippery slope.
I start school again in September and can't wait to have something to do every day. I'm hoping to join the Quidditch team and maybe finally start some aerial training to get moving again. Until then... every day is a struggle.
