nice weekend, all that i thought it would be and more. in spite of much business, i was able to rest and feel ready for monday.
thursday: we saw erlend oye at smartbar. me only managed to stay for about 45 minutes of erlend's set, but man it was great. and always great to hang with kayt also. we might get to hang in PA next week as well. she is an amazing storyteller, and every time we spend time together i respect her more. i am sometimes unable to keep up with her verbally...my introverted nature just does not have the conversation stamina. but this is not a bad thing at all. just interesting.
friday night: we hung with ella, and had much much fun. i told ridiculous stories about love triangles, and we made hilarious assumptions about bananas. i feel pretty good, and stronger and safer. it was a strong day for j. and i in general, and learning to hold my convictions without apology is a challenge i am meeting. his support if course makes it that much easier.
saturday: an unbelievably relaxed and fulfilling photo shoot with twisty and gooboy. they made me feel at ease immediately, and aside from being incredibly professional were just fun to be around. a fun loving couple. we did not get to finish the shoot with j and i together yesterday, but it gives us an excuse to hang with them again.
we have been so lucky in the people we meet.
saturday night was an unexpectedly fun benefit for the arts group. nice to see people i don't get to talk to much.
i did nothing much sunday until having a massage from good friend marlyse in the afternoon. she does good work focusing on my stomach and lower back. it brought out some emotional responses from me, moving from anxiety to peace. powerful. and we had a nice dinner afterward.
i spent sunday night at j's place, having a quiet end to the weekend. there are not really words to express how happy and terrified i am to be in this relationship. that it is working. that it is for keeps. that i am a human being in it. that i make mistakes in it. that i am giving and understanding in it. that we will make a loving home together.
wow.
thursday: we saw erlend oye at smartbar. me only managed to stay for about 45 minutes of erlend's set, but man it was great. and always great to hang with kayt also. we might get to hang in PA next week as well. she is an amazing storyteller, and every time we spend time together i respect her more. i am sometimes unable to keep up with her verbally...my introverted nature just does not have the conversation stamina. but this is not a bad thing at all. just interesting.
friday night: we hung with ella, and had much much fun. i told ridiculous stories about love triangles, and we made hilarious assumptions about bananas. i feel pretty good, and stronger and safer. it was a strong day for j. and i in general, and learning to hold my convictions without apology is a challenge i am meeting. his support if course makes it that much easier.
saturday: an unbelievably relaxed and fulfilling photo shoot with twisty and gooboy. they made me feel at ease immediately, and aside from being incredibly professional were just fun to be around. a fun loving couple. we did not get to finish the shoot with j and i together yesterday, but it gives us an excuse to hang with them again.
we have been so lucky in the people we meet.
saturday night was an unexpectedly fun benefit for the arts group. nice to see people i don't get to talk to much.
i did nothing much sunday until having a massage from good friend marlyse in the afternoon. she does good work focusing on my stomach and lower back. it brought out some emotional responses from me, moving from anxiety to peace. powerful. and we had a nice dinner afterward.
i spent sunday night at j's place, having a quiet end to the weekend. there are not really words to express how happy and terrified i am to be in this relationship. that it is working. that it is for keeps. that i am a human being in it. that i make mistakes in it. that i am giving and understanding in it. that we will make a loving home together.
wow.
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