technology is not my friend.
my laptop is fried, probably beyond the point of salvaging this time.
(but you see, this is probably not true. i have tried my damnest to fix the thing, and to no avail. but i really dont know anything about computers, i just like to think that i can fix everything. and when i cant, i let the object sit around for months and months until i suddenly decide to take it to someone who can actually fix it. and this is what will most likely happen to my laptop.)
anyways. as you can see, i havent been around much. its just very hard to keep up with this thing when you dont have internet access.
and i really am quite jealous of the girls who get to use this as a sort of personal diary, telling stories and talking about whats actually going on in their lives. and when things are easier, when i have outrageous amounts of time to wander around on the internets and respond to messages and emails and keep up with this thing, i will do that. and you will hate it, because my stories suck, and im usually the only one who likes them.
but before i go (and i must! my time is oh so limited!) i will share with you the one thing which has made the past few months not only bearable, but incredible, and extraordinary....
this human being.
yes, the mildly retarded boy you see in front of you. and i hate to be 'that girl', but quite honestly, im so goddamn happy that its all i can do to not type my random girlish giggling into this journal entry.
inordinate amounts of happiness. just by having someone in your life. i didnt know it existed.
its difficult to be concise about something like this... but i will save you all
goodbye for now, i send love and joy your way..... (i have plenty left over, i can share)
oh, and ps -- THANK YOU everyone for the bday wishes!!! it really made me smile to see that so many of you were thinking of me
you are wonderful, all of you!!
my laptop is fried, probably beyond the point of salvaging this time.
(but you see, this is probably not true. i have tried my damnest to fix the thing, and to no avail. but i really dont know anything about computers, i just like to think that i can fix everything. and when i cant, i let the object sit around for months and months until i suddenly decide to take it to someone who can actually fix it. and this is what will most likely happen to my laptop.)
anyways. as you can see, i havent been around much. its just very hard to keep up with this thing when you dont have internet access.
and i really am quite jealous of the girls who get to use this as a sort of personal diary, telling stories and talking about whats actually going on in their lives. and when things are easier, when i have outrageous amounts of time to wander around on the internets and respond to messages and emails and keep up with this thing, i will do that. and you will hate it, because my stories suck, and im usually the only one who likes them.
but before i go (and i must! my time is oh so limited!) i will share with you the one thing which has made the past few months not only bearable, but incredible, and extraordinary....
this human being.
yes, the mildly retarded boy you see in front of you. and i hate to be 'that girl', but quite honestly, im so goddamn happy that its all i can do to not type my random girlish giggling into this journal entry.
inordinate amounts of happiness. just by having someone in your life. i didnt know it existed.
its difficult to be concise about something like this... but i will save you all
goodbye for now, i send love and joy your way..... (i have plenty left over, i can share)
oh, and ps -- THANK YOU everyone for the bday wishes!!! it really made me smile to see that so many of you were thinking of me
you are wonderful, all of you!! VIEW 12 of 12 COMMENTS
cassiopeia:
I'm sorry you live in Waldo. Yes. I know where that is. Email me your phone number or something and we can hang out!
dr_u:
I'm glad that you stopped by.