anna

tonite andy took me to see iron and wine at the newport. it was...... perfect. there are no other words for the kind of nite i had. i feel wiser and beautiful and slightly invincible.

they played a 2 hour set and i dont think my eyes were dry for more than 10 minutes at any given time. it was a good kind of cry, the feeling of being with someone i love and standing 5 yards away from quite possibly the most beautiful sounds i have ever heard in my life.
something happened there that i cant explain, but i feel as though i understand myself more. ive finally come to terms with what has been weighing down on me, and dear god that is a wonderful feeling.

i no longer feel isolated from the rest of the world. the incessant loneliness has gone away. love isnt some unattainable goal that i have to cry myself to sleep over. im not going to be alone for the rest of my life. ive just been looking in the wrong places. life is delicate and gracious and lovely.

i dont want to go to sleep tonite. i dont want this to go away.

i know i promised pictures, so here is just one for tonite. sleep well.