anna

my darling kitty, sai saici, is missing, and i am heartbroken.





ive been pacing around the house, thinking that i am going to turn a corner and find him lounging in a favorite spot. its not going to happen.
my eyes are swollen from crying, and everytime i think of never seeing him again i feel as though i am going to vomit.

o-ren is crying and pacing as well. so i pick her up, stroke her little head, and we talk about how we miss him.

i know he is just a cat, but it hurts. a lot.

please send good thoughts my way, if it is at all possible.