ankh42

Man, what a weekend. I'll tell you, sometimes I will never understand women. Friday I went to Club Diablo, the only Goth/Punk club in Buffalo, and this girl starts flirting with me. By the end of the night, we were all over each other, and I thought there was something there. I was supposed to hook up with here New Years Eve, so we could be together at Midnight. She didn't even come down, and I didn't know what to think. I ended up calling her yesterday to see what she was doing tomarrow, and I got her voicemail. She hasn't called me back. So I'm wondering what happened. I know I am a very shy guy, and it takes me a while to open up and actually be able to talk to a girl without sitting there like a mute. I also ended up seeing Adrenaxxx that night, but was to shy to even say hi, I wonder if she even recognized me. Oh well it was 4:00am, and we were all pretty high on life at the time, so who knows. Anyways, New Years was cool. A bunch of my friends and I got a hotel room and were up til 9:00am chilling. We did go bar hopping, and it was sweet, we went to a club called "Level", NIN "Closer" was playing, and I'm dancing like a fool on the dance floor (that seems to be the only way I can dance). This girl comes dancing around and actually danced with me for a few verses. That was the first time a complete stranger came up and danced with me. Grant it, it only lasted a minute, but it did make me feel good about myself. I think my dancing scared her away though. So on to life, living it day by day, and hoping that someday this Aquarian will be noticed for what qualities I have.
Peace