Damn all this rain . . . I have zero energy. I love rain, but when it rains every day for weeks on end, my brain chemistry gets thrown off really badly. I'm a little depressed, but I'll take that over raging black depression any day.
Everything seems to take too much effort except sleeping or reading in bed with the windows open so that I can hear the rain. I actually kind of like it. Given all the different mental states that bipolar throws me into, I think that being just a little depressed is my favorite. I'm melancholy enough that art can really pull on me and I'm not so inclined to go on spending sprees, but I'm still able to function. I'm just a bit slow about it. Which would be great, except that I need to do some serious exercise to make sure I can still fit into my dress when my friend's wedding rolls around. My students might like me to get around to grading their homework too.
Blah blah. I think that's one of my longer entries. Anyhow . . . anyone else relish a mild sadness now and then?
Everything seems to take too much effort except sleeping or reading in bed with the windows open so that I can hear the rain. I actually kind of like it. Given all the different mental states that bipolar throws me into, I think that being just a little depressed is my favorite. I'm melancholy enough that art can really pull on me and I'm not so inclined to go on spending sprees, but I'm still able to function. I'm just a bit slow about it. Which would be great, except that I need to do some serious exercise to make sure I can still fit into my dress when my friend's wedding rolls around. My students might like me to get around to grading their homework too.
Blah blah. I think that's one of my longer entries. Anyhow . . . anyone else relish a mild sadness now and then?
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/me checks his Lamictal supply.
The winters here are interesting but I do like the light shows!!!
Oh, frequency-wise, I dunno, there is usually something around half the clear nights, or a little more often, but nice shows happen 2-4 times a month. There have been several very good ones this season. I missed the red one back around November though.
[Edited on Apr 13, 2005 8:30PM]