animul

i dunno what to think these days, im happy its the holiday season, but sad that ppl dont have enough money to bring joy to others. i wish i could do soo much more but i am limited to what i can do

thankfully i got my car all fixed up and ready for the winter, we got another layer of snow today and i guess we didnt pay enough taxes to get the plows out lol

it really pisses me off that no matter what i do for my friends when they are in need,they are never here for me, it took me along time to be good with the fact that my mother has breast cancer and that she had to go threw so much to get better, but now we found out that it has spread to the other breast and possibly farther, the test will be back soon to see how far it has gone. the few close friends i have really havent been a big help with this,they just change the topic to some pety bullshit about themselves, but im trying to stay positve cuz thats what mom wants, im looking forward to spending some time with her in the next few days, she doesnt like having many ppl around for a few days after her treatment

i guess all one can do is try to smile, i really dunno why i post stuff like this, i suppose its just a good way to vent

happy holidays everyone!!!