there's only one person in my personal life right now that I can stand being around. This is also the only person that I like being around. The rest have fucked up views of principle where someone that has converations with them and is out going and could use help is some sort of inconvience. They don't want someone new staying with them because they "don't have our name." Fuck our name and fuck those with it.
Why is that those that I call family are the farthest from it? I don't talk to them and they only talk to me to ask for things. They think that family is held together by a name and money.
I really hate people. I hate the world. I hate consciousness.
All I want is to lose myself in a different reality. One where others will go the extra mile to help. Where people realize that a predicted bound of time is not definate. Where people aren't such people.
I need to get my own place, so I can offer it to people. My one friend could use a place to stay that is closer to work and where she isn't hounded by family.
She's been here for almost a month and my family wants her gone, b/c they suck and refuse to go that extra mile, cuz its principle they say. Apparently buying her own food, and joking and talking with my family is a huge inconvenience for them.
My other friend lives with her boyfriend and was having problems with him. She was afraid to go home; afraid he'd physical again. Guess where she couldn't stay? My place. I couldn't even ask my family and if there was another person here when they woke up, heads might've exploded. They can't handle it. "This isn't a bording house"
Am I being to harsh wanting to help people by letting them sleep at my house? Can someone explain this principle thing to me?
(swirlie need not respond)
Why is that those that I call family are the farthest from it? I don't talk to them and they only talk to me to ask for things. They think that family is held together by a name and money.
I really hate people. I hate the world. I hate consciousness.
All I want is to lose myself in a different reality. One where others will go the extra mile to help. Where people realize that a predicted bound of time is not definate. Where people aren't such people.
I need to get my own place, so I can offer it to people. My one friend could use a place to stay that is closer to work and where she isn't hounded by family.
She's been here for almost a month and my family wants her gone, b/c they suck and refuse to go that extra mile, cuz its principle they say. Apparently buying her own food, and joking and talking with my family is a huge inconvenience for them.
My other friend lives with her boyfriend and was having problems with him. She was afraid to go home; afraid he'd physical again. Guess where she couldn't stay? My place. I couldn't even ask my family and if there was another person here when they woke up, heads might've exploded. They can't handle it. "This isn't a bording house"
Am I being to harsh wanting to help people by letting them sleep at my house? Can someone explain this principle thing to me?
(swirlie need not respond)
scarydoll:
You are not being harsh. Is sounds, however, that you and your family have different ideas about helping out friends in need. They may be afraid that if they let someone come live in their house, that person may take advantage of them and stay longer than necessary. It's not easy to want to help your friends, but be unable to provide what they need. You are a good friend, but you can't change the way your family is. Sorry. 