angryphase

Fuck I'm tired. Ok so i'm a bit pissed that a friend of mine didn't contact me soon enough and so now I don't get to goto VFestival for some fun this summer. No, instead I have to find something else to do... Something of equal value (~110) and something which would bring me as much joy as being at a festival that's majorly relaxed would have given me.... No I have no idea either... FUCKSAKE.

Went back to work this weekend, 7hours sitting behind a till certainly frees the mind. It also makes me eat endless bags of Cheese and Onion Discos (omg!) and drink vast quantities of Apple Ribena (please, somebody stop the madness). I spend about 8 every shift on junk food... goddamn working in a petrol station.

Been thinking about a final year project for university, but no still no complete ideas. Might go and chat to one of my cooler tutors, she probably has an idea of whether or not my ideas are in the right direction.

Once again feeling bored with my life, it's like I wake up just to do the same shit that doesn't excite me, or thrill me, doesn't bring me joy or an overall feeling of satisfaction that I'm here. But I guess not many get to that state of mind very often. A pipe dream perhaps?

Maybe this is all about loneliness, loneliness in a crowded environment. The worst kind.

no = + and general feeling of .

One thing you can always count on?....

Pirates > Ninjas