angrymeat

wel the end to another fine week is upon us . went topay $100 on cell phone online and it forced me to $265 weee. kinda screwed my spare cash situation . I had to up cell phone plan to $59.99 to keep the phone bills under $150 . Amanda uses the phone like crazy. I hate paying $60 for a phone but she seems to feel we need it. I am so ready for the weeken had to get next years budget done in an hour this morning I hate when they tell me crap like that a few hours before its due. I need to get a good resume written up and out there just in case something comes along. Avery is so stinking cute I made him a sandwich last night wiht chunky pb instead of the normal creamy . He took a bite screwed up his face and looked at me with his brows all bunched up and said what in the world daddy while pointing to the penuts. It was stinking cute. It amazes me how fast he is growing up . He is the most amazing thing in the world I hope I dont fuck him up. amanda works tonight so we are going grocery shopping wooohoo walmart on a friday night the week of welfare checks. I need ot get some side work going or a second job or something money is getting way too tight. It is funny how adulthood is all about which bills you pay. My month is split up into check and which bills get paid when . I need to play lotto so I can move to the beach spend my frustraded stressed nights laying on the beach with the world drowned out and the warmsand and stars to keep me company. Well I am gonna go pee then I am off to walmart.